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WaitingForTheBusInTh
Student
- Nov 18, 2020
- 174
Well it's been a hot minute.
I was planning on ctbing on 03/22, and clearly that didnt happen. I actually got a job interview that day lol. That didn't pan out but I got a different job and started on 04/01.
A couple days before that I had gone to a nature trail with my rope to find a good spot and then wait until night, but then I ended up on a spontaneous 30km hike.
Went to my mom's place and was forced to leave because I called out my brother for using homophobic slurs. So I guess that's a queer milestone lol. My mom suggested I leave and stayed with me until I was in my car so I wouldn't be accosted by him lol. 2.5 house drive home and I couldnt help but think if I had killed myself when I was supposed to this wouldn't have happened. Lol......
I don't like conflict. I hate it. I just want everyone to get along and I dont want to keep needing to deal with this shit. I want people to stop belittling me and putting down my interests.
But still here I sit, on this seemingly neverending fence.
I was planning on ctbing on 03/22, and clearly that didnt happen. I actually got a job interview that day lol. That didn't pan out but I got a different job and started on 04/01.
A couple days before that I had gone to a nature trail with my rope to find a good spot and then wait until night, but then I ended up on a spontaneous 30km hike.
Went to my mom's place and was forced to leave because I called out my brother for using homophobic slurs. So I guess that's a queer milestone lol. My mom suggested I leave and stayed with me until I was in my car so I wouldn't be accosted by him lol. 2.5 house drive home and I couldnt help but think if I had killed myself when I was supposed to this wouldn't have happened. Lol......
I don't like conflict. I hate it. I just want everyone to get along and I dont want to keep needing to deal with this shit. I want people to stop belittling me and putting down my interests.
But still here I sit, on this seemingly neverending fence.