Might hang myself tonight

[TheAntidote87]

Haven't posted in awhile. The weight of my health issues are crushing me and I have been crying for two days straight about how miserable my life has become. I want to live and accomplish my goals so bad but my body just won't cooperate. I've also realized I don't have one person who I can call and talk to about this stuff. I don't want to mess up and put myself in a worse spot, but I just can't continue.

 

[ali456]

I'm also having a lot of health issues but I caused a lot of my own I can barely breathe at night I tried hanging in the past but just ended up damaging myself
And my health more :(
I wish you health and hope stuff gets better for u
That's exactly what I did I put myself in a worse spot every time I touched my neck and I hate myself for what I've done to my body and my life my family
I've been crying for a straight month the suffering is intolerable I'm with you in that physical suffering is so horrible especially what can't be controlled or fixed it's terrifying

 

[ending80]

You say you want to live and that is saying a lot. I am very sorry you are going through such a difficult time right now and I do not know the whole story but still having the desire to accomplish things tells me you have hope.

 

[Ghost2211]

My health is poor as well, I'm sorry you're dealing with this. I'm here if you need someone to talk to. If you do ctb I hope your journey is peaceful.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

Haven't posted in awhile. The weight of my health issues are crushing me and I have been crying for two days straight about how miserable my life has become. I want to live and accomplish my goals so bad but my body just won't cooperate. I've also realized I don't have one person who I can call and talk to about this stuff. I don't want to mess up and put myself in a worse spot, but I just can't continue.

I'm sorry for everything you are going through. I know hugs won't really help. I hope you have researched your method. I know there is a Mega Thread about it if you need to check it out.
Whatever you decide ... I wish you peace.

 

[Ghost2211]

Hey, seeing how you're doing. You were last on about an hour ago. Are you feeling any better?

 

[TheAntidote87]

Hey, seeing how you're doing. You were last on about an hour ago. Are you feeling any better?

Hi, I am still here. It was a rough weekend and I was close yesterday, but it was good to vent on here. Thanks for checking in