Methods to leave?

[Smallguy4you]

Good day. I am 22 years old guy and I think track which I set with my choices is leading me nowhere

I don't have access to firearms, prescription drugs, don't have place to hang myself
what I have access to knife, alcohol, city's river bridge- bridge is somewhere 10 meters tall, with +- 10 meters of water beneath it. I live in Eastern Europe, small town, so we have few 9-story buildings, even fewer with opened from outside emergency stairs and railroad, even through it's usage is getting more and limited and it's getting more and more overseen

I had my history trying CTB- 3 years ago I tried to jump from that 9-story apartment, but SI kicked in so went down the stairs, that was closest situation I was to CTB.

first of all, what are reliable, accessible methods?
method which either involved somehow lowering SI or fooling it?
ideally which involves moderate-to-low amount of pain?
and fantastic if it can be done somewhere outside, where my body could be lost.

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

CMP or Carbon monoxide poisoning which is a combustion of oxygen or CO2 in a heated room, but this takes some time to process through with the right materials.

Salt but it's very painful

Sugar but very sweet but affective at not making you gag too much

Water as it expands your stomach and your heart but it's very dangerous and you could be in pain from this or from drinking water constantly and loosing electrolytes

Dehydration makes your heart stop being as active and die and starvation and being more weaker in comparison for anything to easily affect you

Food lodging in your stomach and the stomach acid tearing your stomach and making you bleed from the inside out

73 Cups of coffee or coffee powder and this affects your heart and gives you a stroke instantly

And that's about it to my knowledge and the rest I'll update for reference.

 

[Smallguy4you]

CMP or Carbon monoxide poisoning which is a combustion of oxygen or CO2 in a heated room, but this takes some time to process through with the right materials.

Salt but it's very painful

Sugar but very sweet but affective at not making you gag too much

Water as it expands your stomach and your heart but it's very dangerous and you could be in pain from this or from drinking water constantly and loosing electrolytes

Dehydration makes your heart stop being as active and die and starvation and being more weaker in comparison for anything to easily affect you

Food lodging in your stomach and the stomach acid tearing your stomach and making you bleed from the inside out

73 Cups of coffee or coffee powder and this affects your heart and gives you a stroke instantly

And that's about it to my knowledge and the rest I'll update for reference.

>73 Cups of coffee or coffee powder and this affects your heart and gives you a stroke instantly

what are chances what I Catch the Buss and not be found, ''saved'' and forced to live rest of my life as vegetable on wheelchair, who can only control finger at best?

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

>73 Cups of coffee or coffee powder and this affects your heart and gives you a stroke instantly

what are chances what I Catch the Buss and not be found, ''saved'' and forced to live rest of my life as vegetable on wheelchair, who can only control finger at best?

Let me share this and another between two years. It does weirdly happen…

 

[Smallguy4you]

Let me share this and another between two years. It does weirdly happen…

so it's foolproof method?

Let me share this and another between two years. It does weirdly happen…

besides, that thing can be bought at any sport shop, right?

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

so it's foolproof method?

besides, that thing can be bought at any sport shop, right?

I guess they didn't share the names of the victims, so let me share this instead. And the answer is yes, but not coffee alone because it needs more cups compared to one alone and why the powder exceeds the milligrams. It is a fermented bean that is grounded and heated and is built on energy and enough of that messes with your heart. It's the same level to energy drinks which is more processed.

 

[Smallguy4you]

I guess they didn't share the names of the victims, so let me share this instead. And the answer is yes, but not coffee alone because it needs more cups compared to one alone and why the powder exceeds the milligrams. It is a fermented bean that is grounded and heated and is built on energy and enough of that messes with your heart. It's the same level to energy drinks which is more processed.

do you have other methods? just in case?

 

[idelttoilfsadness21]

do you have other methods? just in case?

I do know of smoking and how it enter your lungs, but you may sadly survive that and it will take a long time especially as people will notice you, but it does work. Of course anything with disturbing your body like digesting petrol, I heard, but why I didn't mention it as it seems shocking to some and I remember my teacher mentioning she tried it when I was in middle school and nearly dying from a dare with her brother. Also, forgive me for my late response. :(( And I do remember sharing the rest I will update later :)

Also, I remember a friend dying last year from poisonous plants and taking alcohol like Socrates but another person I befriended shared it didn't work for them, while it was hard gathering the plant on their expedition and said it was the same plant that killed that guy I knew.

There's also accidental death as a free range of death you can access but it usually comes from being around animals, especially house animals like cats as they have a living parasite in their nails they can make you infected and die easily if you don't remove the virus enough.