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Thrillhouse

Member
Apr 9, 2026
15
So I've been trying to compare the methods available to me and decide on one. I know that people can't make recommendations here but I was wondering everyone's thoughts:

Gun - most reliable but I've been in psych wards now and can't get one, unless I can somehow do a private sale.

Jump in front of a train - unreliable, trains in the US also probably don't go fast enough and SI would be tough.

Jump off a high balcony - could land on a car and survive, also SI would be difficult to overcome.

Full hanging from a tree - reliable and accessible but a painful end.

Fentanyl OD - probably one of the most peaceful but a huge risk to obtain.

Ambien/benzo/alcohol OD - low chance of fatality it seems.

CO - lots of planning and prep and from what I've seen can be unreliable.

SN - I thought until this week that it was basically unobtainium but now it seems like I could get it easily.

I think SN is probably the way to go. I've seen people saying that it's not that peaceful but it's probably the best option at this point?
 
Chito and Yuuri

Chito and Yuuri

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Apr 9, 2026
56
Hm, nice comparison bro. Honestly I'd personally consider mixing some, such as SN and hanging, as it could really amplify the effectiveness but eh that's just me.

Also, the train thing is kinda funny, because it DOESN'T MATTER how fast that the damn train is going, as long as it is moving it will completely fuck you up, well, that is unless you somehow end up going right underneath the train but you have to be positioned just carefully enough for that so eh.
 
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Thrillhouse

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Apr 9, 2026
15
Yeah I wonder what the fatality rate for jumping in front of a train would be, surviving that would be awful. I was thinking about jumping in front of a semi truck on the highway but that seems like even worse chances. Also isn't really fair to traumatize the driver of either.

I was in a psych hospital recently and there was someone there who got hit by a car going 45 and she was totally fucked up.
 

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