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BeeLoyal

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Is Existence Just A Test?
Apr 27, 2020
105
My method would be:

(Trying to fast some time)

-Take 30mg or more of Metoclopramid
Wait 30 Minutes
-Take Benzodiazpines
Wait 30 Minutes
-Take SN (For me it were like perhaps 2,5-3 heaped Tablespoons, I weigh about 90kg and am very tall)
Use a mint for aftertaste. (Altough I dont think the Taste is that bad, I tasted a little bit of the SN-Water mixture, its kinda like salt water)

If I am suddenly not active anymore, you can be pretty sure I used this method and it worked, if I would fail with it, I will let you know.

Wish all of you the best of Fortune and Happiness, if it's alive or dead. Cheers :3
 
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Is Existence Just A Test?
Apr 27, 2020
105
Update:
I actually walked into landscape/nature, after this post, took 30mg of mcp and then 10 minutes later 20mg diazepam, since there were lots of kids and their parents walking by (I was in a little spot beneath trees where the sun didn't hit as hard) I got weak and called the psych ward... told my father I am not feeling good, he was there and then I talked to my main-doctor. End of the story tomorrow I will go to the psych ward and have a conversation with them and then see where it goes...
A bad Situation that happened to me today made me do what I did today...
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