Method help

[JustaOddFlower]

Do you think tying a belt with bags of beans tied tightly on both sides of my neck be secure enough to stop my breathing? Any quick methods that can be recommended. Something I can do at home in under 20 minutes of a total process. Preferably as painless as possible

Medications i have that could be used potentially

Buspirone
Paliperidone
Mirtazapine
Gaunfacine
Paroxetine
Lamotrigine

 

[ilovenewyork]

None of that will work. What's with all the rush?

 

[JustaOddFlower]

None of that will work. What's with all the rush?

I hesitate and choke. I get caught up in goodbyes and guilt. Feeling like obligated to stay here. And regretting everyday after wishing I took the shot. I heard it's easier impaired.