Help mentally prepare for CTB

[No_Body]

hello everyone,

i am feeling extremely anxious, not necessarily that i will die but the risk of being alive and failing my method

atm i have been ruminating for hours none-stop, about what it means being alive and failing this, how do you cope with the idea of failing

failing isn't an option for me

 

[FuneralCry]

I really understand and I also fear the same, I just find it so horrific and terrifying how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse suffering and torture as a result in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I just always suffer so much from being trapped in this torturous existence so cruelly denied the option to just never suffer again, the fact that the option of peaceful, guaranteed death is denied is such a horrific crime that just causes so much harm and suffering, it's such extreme terrible cruelty how humans even have to fear trying to cease existing going wrong in the first place, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

 

[Exhausted546]

I really understand and I also fear the same, I just find it so horrific and terrifying how trying to cease existing can go wrong and lead to way worse suffering and torture as a result in this existence where there is no limit as to how much agony one can feel.

I just always suffer so much from being trapped in this torturous existence so cruelly denied the option to just never suffer again, the fact that the option of peaceful, guaranteed death is denied is such a horrific crime that just causes so much harm and suffering, it's such extreme terrible cruelty how humans even have to fear trying to cease existing going wrong in the first place, I hope you find peace, I wish you the best.

Have you ever attempted? If yes with what method?

hello everyone,

i am feeling extremely anxious, not necessarily that i will die but the risk of being alive and failing my method

atm i have been ruminating for hours none-stop, about what it means being alive and failing this, how do you cope with the idea of failing

failing isn't an option for me

I don't think you can really fail with FSH if you do it right and are given enough time. The problem for me was to convince myself to go though with it.

What method did you plan on using?