willitpass
Don’t try to offer me help, I’ve tried everything
- Mar 10, 2020
- 2,720
i know there is no use in dwelling on the past but sometimes i can't help it. i lost my entire childhood to being mentally ill. i had awful temper tantrums from when i was a toddler to when i was 9. once those went away my mind became ravaged with depression, self harm, and suicidal thoughts at 10. i haven't had a time in my life where i wasn't struggling. and i know i should let it go, but sometimes it just makes me so angry. fuck. just fuck. why? if i had been able to grow up mentally stable maybe i would be able to better process things now