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ultraviolet
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- May 3, 2022
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This just a rant because talking about this with people IRL would have me put on suicide watch.
How do you all deal with the unfairness of life's circumstances? Reading posts on here, it seems like most people have just been dealt a shit hand in life. I can't blame them either.
Myself personally I have had quiet a lot of fucked up life circumstances
- I have ADHD and Autism so I can't focus, have near social isolation
- I'm transgender so I don't really fit in with most people
- I have emotionally abusive / narcissistic parents who gaslight me and refuse to acknowledge my mental illness / trans identity
- I struggle with depression, anxiety and wild mood swings on almost a daily basis
I admit I have made bad choices in the past that have led me to my shitty, broken life, but I feel like most people who were born into such unlucky circumstances would have made the same choices. I have become increasingly bitter towards my parents for having me. I want to blame God, religion or something else. I can't believe almost everything that could have gone wrong in my birth did go wrong.
So how do you all deal with this unfairness?
Scream into the void? Curse God's name? Become bitter and angry like I have?
How do you all deal with the unfairness of life's circumstances? Reading posts on here, it seems like most people have just been dealt a shit hand in life. I can't blame them either.
Myself personally I have had quiet a lot of fucked up life circumstances
- I have ADHD and Autism so I can't focus, have near social isolation
- I'm transgender so I don't really fit in with most people
- I have emotionally abusive / narcissistic parents who gaslight me and refuse to acknowledge my mental illness / trans identity
- I struggle with depression, anxiety and wild mood swings on almost a daily basis
I admit I have made bad choices in the past that have led me to my shitty, broken life, but I feel like most people who were born into such unlucky circumstances would have made the same choices. I have become increasingly bitter towards my parents for having me. I want to blame God, religion or something else. I can't believe almost everything that could have gone wrong in my birth did go wrong.
So how do you all deal with this unfairness?
Scream into the void? Curse God's name? Become bitter and angry like I have?