Honestly... Psychosis is something people shouldn't want to have and shouldn't want to white knuckle their way through. If people with schizophrenia actually take their meds they can have pretty normal and enjoyable lives.
I'm not saying you do or don't have it. But when it comes to psychosis...I would say answer the questions honestly and get treatment for it if that's the case.
I have known schizophrenic people and they are never happy when having their visions and voices and other symptoms. And then life is pretty good when they actually get treatment and don't have all of that stuff on top of the problems involved in regular life.
People experience psychosis...they are certain they are right, they don't want their perceptions to change because it seems so real and like everyone else is wrong. But then when they get treated for it they are the vast majority of the time much happier. And stay that way until they decide they don't need their antipsychotic meds anymore.
There are problems in people's lives that can't be solved. Fortunately thanks to modern medicine, psychosis is a problem that actually can be solved most of the time.
Anyway...
My friend, for what it is worth, the following sentences of yours...
"However, they are wrong and I'm a targeted individual. They'll never understand though."
"Otherwise 'professionals' will target and control me too."
...these sound like somebody having some degree of psychosis. The odds really are that you aren't being targeted by anyone.
And I'm not someone trying to force you into treatment or conspire against you. I'm a person on a bloody suicide forum of all places trying to find a way to get Nembutal and end my life.
You also say...
"Not messing with psych meds again."
Why not? What has gone wrong in the past? Antipsychotics can do a world of good for people experiencing fearful delusions or paranoia and so on. I have to say it again though...none of us are important enough that any big organization wants to target us. They have better things to do with their time.
Regardless, I wish you luck with whatever you choose. But I would just answer any psychosis related stuff honestly and if it's what is happening, get it taken care of. It seems to be bringing you no joy of any kind. Don't insist on experiencing it out of stubbornness. Brains can go batty from time to time and psychosis is one of the ways this can happen.