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- May 4, 2022
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One thing that really gets my goat is that the decision to take your own life is often automatically seen a sign of mental illness and worse, mental incompetency.
I doubt I have anything more than mild to moderate depression- if that. But, I'd get angry if someone tried to insist I didn't have the mental capacity to be able to make rational decisions for myself. Hell- society expects me to make decisions. There's no way I'd qualify for benefits. How can they have it both ways? If I truly am mentally incompetent, why do they expect me to work?
Has anyone here done a mental competency test? I imagine such things must exist. Surely, when they are assessing people with say dementia on whether they can make a will or dissolve their assets, assessing a criminal on whether they can be held accountable for their crimes- they must assess competency.
I have this maybe crazy idea that I would want to take one of those tests before I CTB to prove a point. I don't want people blaming it on me being out of my head and not thinking clearly. Maybe fine if they want to suggest depression but- who isn't depressed these days? It's almost the new normal!
I wonder if it's even possible. I wonder what you'd say to get one done. Maybe it's a ridiculous idea. It probably wouldn't go anywhere anyway. They only report on certain suicides I suspect. Mostly youngsters or people who do it in public places. I expect most middle aged home based suicides go unreported.
Plus- it flies in the face of what they like to report. Someone with non debilitating mental illness with a not terrible life who has proved they are mentally competent freely chooses to leave this life because they simply don't like it and don't see why they should put up with it anymore. It doesn't really fit their narrative.
I doubt I have anything more than mild to moderate depression- if that. But, I'd get angry if someone tried to insist I didn't have the mental capacity to be able to make rational decisions for myself. Hell- society expects me to make decisions. There's no way I'd qualify for benefits. How can they have it both ways? If I truly am mentally incompetent, why do they expect me to work?
Has anyone here done a mental competency test? I imagine such things must exist. Surely, when they are assessing people with say dementia on whether they can make a will or dissolve their assets, assessing a criminal on whether they can be held accountable for their crimes- they must assess competency.
I have this maybe crazy idea that I would want to take one of those tests before I CTB to prove a point. I don't want people blaming it on me being out of my head and not thinking clearly. Maybe fine if they want to suggest depression but- who isn't depressed these days? It's almost the new normal!
I wonder if it's even possible. I wonder what you'd say to get one done. Maybe it's a ridiculous idea. It probably wouldn't go anywhere anyway. They only report on certain suicides I suspect. Mostly youngsters or people who do it in public places. I expect most middle aged home based suicides go unreported.
Plus- it flies in the face of what they like to report. Someone with non debilitating mental illness with a not terrible life who has proved they are mentally competent freely chooses to leave this life because they simply don't like it and don't see why they should put up with it anymore. It doesn't really fit their narrative.