menherachan
馬鹿野郎
- Jun 22, 2020
- 57
its me again. ive been gone i thought my life would get better but god i was wrong. i lost my left eye permanently and now have to wear an eyepatch everywhere so it doesnt leak blood and fluid everywhere. its fucking disgusting and everyone calls me disgusting. i also got a job but as soon as i got it everyone oif my co workers started to hate me because i would occasionally fuck up something on accident. i know they hate me because they've said it straight to my fucking face. i also just cut every single day now in every place on my body. i tried to kill myself with topiramate but it didnt work and i was fucking pissed because i took three fucking bottles but my research was wrong. my world is gone. everything is made of flesh and body parts.. when i go to the freezer at my work place to prepare food i see my family on meat hooks being eaten alive by creatures and they scream for help but i just have to leave and shut the door in their face while i can still hear them throughout the day...
there is no earth anymore its just the city of intestinal tract.
in a month when my family is going away i am going to try the decapitation method in the deepest part of the woods because ive tried everything except this and the SN method. either i get caught or it just doesnt work or i get afraid.
im not afraid anymore. i dont care im just fjucking pissed i didnt die the last tme
there is no earth anymore its just the city of intestinal tract.
in a month when my family is going away i am going to try the decapitation method in the deepest part of the woods because ive tried everything except this and the SN method. either i get caught or it just doesnt work or i get afraid.
im not afraid anymore. i dont care im just fjucking pissed i didnt die the last tme