meaning of life
perception of existence:
the only, and huge difference between humans and the rest of the animals is
intelligence
animal awareness - basic knowledge for navigating the immediate environment
humans consciousness - much higher level of observation and perception of nature, including the concept of
self awareness (most important aspect)
- why am i here? what is my purpose? (philosophy)
- why was i born / why do i die? (meta-physics)
- why am i sad / happy / feel pain / regret / suffering? (psychology)
how many lions do you know that
- wonder if they should eat that antelope? (is morally wrong? should i feel guilty about it?)
- worry that they might damage the environment, or endanger the eco-system?
- or feel pure empathy or altruism/selflessness?
how many ants do you know that asks themselves: why am i here? what is 'me', or 'my'?
all other animals are only driven by basic instincts - thirst, hunger, reproduction, and that's it
automatically continue to reproduce and expand - mindlessly, without any reflection, or after-thought (question nature's experiments)
humans have logic, creativity, imagination, power of self-reflection, of extrapolation, concept of existence
we are not gifted, superior, or arrogant - we are cursed; by nature - we have the ability to understand and observe how miserable we are; the enormous potential of our suffering and our depth of despair, to such extent that we ask ourselves: is our existence worth it? and for what? what's the end goal of all this?
—-
from the universe's perspective, life is one of the trillions of trillions of xN of experiments executed over the 14 billion years of natural evolution trillions of trillions xN of variables) - this little experiment resulted in an extreme anomaly: life; not only that, but intelligent life! and painfully aware of our loneliness - desperately seeking aliens
the extreme case of suffering - to drive life's progress at all costs, the only true motivation extreme desperation against an enormous dead universe
so what is the true meaning of life? why does life exist surrounded by death? what is it trying to accomplish?
i don't see its purpose:
let's say that it will eventually take over all the planets in all galaxies. then what?
will everything stop? somehow? and how? and why? or why not?
however, life will never manage to take over the universe - simply not possible
because all galaxies expand away from each other faster than the speed of light - it can never-ever catch-up
and
all galaxies are spiraling towards their centers - supermassive black holes
after they devour all stars around them, and if they are close enough to each other, they'll devour themselves
and at the end, when the universe is full of super-super-super-super-supermassive black holes (sssssm), without stars or matter - all the existing remaining sssssm black holes start to erode, until there is nothing left of them
and now the universe is completely empty: no light at all (no photons), and no neutrinos - no matter
the space will be a complete void, void in time - this is actually the death of death itself
is this a complete reboot of a cyclical universe? (infinite expansion / collapsing cycle?)
or is it that all supermassive black holes become smaller universes in themselves? (infinite recursive cycles). will some of these universes generate life and consciousness again? and then again? etc?
as a tangent: should we continue to debate after-life? would this be productive in some way? will my consciousness 'move on'?
—-
and now we ask ourselves again:
what is the meaning of life?
what is its purpose?
and why does it exists?
is life relevant? to what end? our own closure mechanism? so we die 'happ'?
there is no meaning or purpose for life… it will accomplish absolutely nothing, at the end
…results of a wondering (tormented) mind, with too much time on my hands (put my out of my misery :)
ps. actually, the true meaning of life is… 42