Maybe It’s in my head

[Roseate]

Maybe it is in my head and I'm wrong about everything. Maybe I am just pitying myself. Trying to get pity. Maybe I am really just stressful and wrong for asking too much. For being upset that no one considers me. I mean it is life after all and it's what everyone does so who am I to get mad about it? I just add stress and cause unnecessary drama and maybe none of what I feel is even real. My chest feels like it's caving in but maybe it's not real.. like I am somehow convincing myself to feel that way? I am such a waste of space, a waste of life. Just a pathetic excuse of a human being / horrible daughter. A horrible sister. A horrible friend. Me dying is the best thing I could do for them.