parader
bpd cursed
- Apr 15, 2023
- 112
so this dude died and twitter is bawling over it, i can only guess it was suicide
i have no idea but seems like it as far as i've read (which wasn't much bc all those fan tweets make me wanna throw up)
all they talk about is "i'm so sad", "they did so much for me when i needed it", "they seemed so happy (while entertaining me)", "they brought me such light", "me, me, me"
even before joining this forum this used to make me so angry and i thought it was because i had some sort of trigger with suicide discussion in general, but here i am
all day i can see people talking about suicide and not get angry at all, i didn't notice it at first but then today happened
my timeline there is fucking hell and i'm pissed again, but now i know it's not the suicide talk that makes me angry, is how people react to it on mainstream media
all they talk about is how sad they are, how the person made such a positive impression on them, how the industry is so bad (while they're the ones keeping this business alive)
they're all so selfish, even at a moment like this they are all still so selfish
all they talk about is how they feel about it, how they were happy while the person was performing a goddamn lie to entertain them and how sad they are now that the person is no longer here to keep doing it every day. they try to blame the industry that's selling exactly what they're so gladly buying.
i don't even know the guy but if those were the kind of people he was trying to dedicate his life to i don't blame him for wanting out.
i have no idea but seems like it as far as i've read (which wasn't much bc all those fan tweets make me wanna throw up)
all they talk about is "i'm so sad", "they did so much for me when i needed it", "they seemed so happy (while entertaining me)", "they brought me such light", "me, me, me"
even before joining this forum this used to make me so angry and i thought it was because i had some sort of trigger with suicide discussion in general, but here i am
all day i can see people talking about suicide and not get angry at all, i didn't notice it at first but then today happened
my timeline there is fucking hell and i'm pissed again, but now i know it's not the suicide talk that makes me angry, is how people react to it on mainstream media
all they talk about is how sad they are, how the person made such a positive impression on them, how the industry is so bad (while they're the ones keeping this business alive)
they're all so selfish, even at a moment like this they are all still so selfish
all they talk about is how they feel about it, how they were happy while the person was performing a goddamn lie to entertain them and how sad they are now that the person is no longer here to keep doing it every day. they try to blame the industry that's selling exactly what they're so gladly buying.
i don't even know the guy but if those were the kind of people he was trying to dedicate his life to i don't blame him for wanting out.