Rustysoupcan
I'm sensitive
- May 2, 2020
- 242
I feel like it's just a matter of time before I ctb. I relatively stable now, but I still see myself dying in the next few years. The main thing holding me back are my boyfriend and my parents. I don't want to hurt them. Even when I'm doing well, I'm so tired of life. It's just not for me. I wish my loved ones could understand my desire to ctb and be accepting of it. But that will never happen. Sometimes I wish I had never met my boyfriend so that I wouldn't have that to hold me back.