numbhouse
self-loathing carousel
- Apr 10, 2023
- 11
As someone who's struggled with a large assortment of issues, be it mental or otherwise, I've never found any sort of comfort in people or concepts. Religion is not for me, I never grew up with pets and I find myself with less empathy towards people every day, implying I've ever had any in the first place. (But that's a whole other discussion.)
But I've always found myself drawn to, of all things, collectables. Mostly of childhood characters and recollecting toys I wasn't allowed as a child. Pathetic, probably, but I have a legitimate connection with a lot of my items, going into actual emotional distress if certain ones are threatened or touched without my permissions. An odd question but am I alone on this? If not to that extent, are there any items that have helped prevent you from CTB? Personally one of the only things preventing me from another attempt is my collection and what would happen to it when I go but that feeling can probably only last so long.
But I've always found myself drawn to, of all things, collectables. Mostly of childhood characters and recollecting toys I wasn't allowed as a child. Pathetic, probably, but I have a legitimate connection with a lot of my items, going into actual emotional distress if certain ones are threatened or touched without my permissions. An odd question but am I alone on this? If not to that extent, are there any items that have helped prevent you from CTB? Personally one of the only things preventing me from another attempt is my collection and what would happen to it when I go but that feeling can probably only last so long.