Help Manic episode

[Anxieyote]

I can feel one kicking off right now, and I want to be safe. Any resources I can use or people I can talk to atm?
talking would help even though I don't make sense

"Stay inside." she says, ushering me in. "It's ok. Come here."
"You were on a suicide forum. It's not somewhere I want you to be."
"Suffer and die." she says, bringing the tray to me. "I wouldn't want anyone to go what you were going through." She says, wagging her finger.
I love this food. I love being here. I want to stay here forever. "Stop talking." She says. "I'm taking care of you."

I can feel one kicking off right now, and I want to be safe. Any resources I can use or people I can talk to atm?
talking would help even though I don't make sense

"Stay inside." she says, ushering me in. "It's ok. Come here."
"You were on a suicide forum. It's not somewhere I want you to be."
"Suffer and die." she says, bringing the tray to me. "I wouldn't want anyone to go what you were going through." She says, wagging her finger.
I love this food. I love being here. I want to stay here forever. "Stop talking." She says. "I'm taking care of you."

Hundreds of hours and not and and and
Hundreds of millions of people and hundreds of millions of people not so nice not so nice not so with not so even yes and yes and not even such a what I'm a such
Not such when such been there when there such not such not such
Down hallways
700

 

[Cathy Ames]

How are you doing, @AnxiousSchizoid? Any better?

 

[thinkkank]

has it passed? I hear mediation helps

 

[fox_wannabe]

Do you still feel that way?

 

[Anxieyote]

I am in my place right now. Trying to calm down

 

[Anxieyote]

Circles and chalk circles and chalk
Back again I see
Uhoh because I love you and I don't want you to go away actually
Can you stay here tonight?
She said yes, and she's staying I'm so excited
Staying the night with me
If she does, I won't need anyone to talk to because she will help me
Don't post weird things
From now on I stop you from posting weird things