Man...i am very very drunk.

[worldexploder]

Just like I want to be! Been drinking since about 8 AM. I got 2 25oz I'd Natty Daddy's to go. Talked to my ex wife on the phone for a couple hours this evening. I say who cares how drunk I get. I'll CTB within 6 months. If not by Dignitas (which I am hoping will go though), then by something else.

I haven't been this drunk in awhile...where I am not blacking out yet feel like I'm almost in a dream like state. I don't feel those harsh feelings like I do when I'm sober. Let's get wild!

 

[worldexploder]

I want to get drunk enough to were I don't understand words anymore. Fuck it! It's my last drink for 8 days until I see my psychiatrist.

 

[bigj75]

you at home?

 

[worldexploder]

I had me a good cry earlier. Felt good to let everything out. I can't cry sober.

 

[worldexploder]

you at home?

Always. I never drink unless I'm at home. I got my folks upstairs - aunt and uncle.

I drank today because my aunt doesn't want me drinking when they are gone tomorrow. My aunts got a business trip to D.C. tomorrow.

 

[CJM]

Guzzle down a glass of water before sleep! Hangovers are never nice.

 

[Schopenhauer]

Cheers, mate, life will be over soon!

 

[bigj75]

this is what I usually drink but it's cheap quality.

This is my favorite though. Good quality

 

[worldexploder]

This fucking juice is better than living a life of sobriety. I was miserable sober but st least I get ONE or TWO days out of a week we're i just can feel good. Let ecetyotgint hang out

 

[worldexploder]

this is what I usually drink but it's cheap quality.

This is my favorite though. Good quality

What's the alcohol content of steel reserve?

 

[CJM]

Haha, yep, you're wasted. Good times.
I was drunk last Friday and the next morning I checked my bank account and it turns out I walked into a nearby takeout and bought $15 of fried chicken at 3am.

 

[bigj75]

What's the alcohol content of steel reserve?

8%

I'm a lightweight so one of those do me good.

 

[bigj75]

Haha, yep, you're wasted. Good times.
I was drunk last Friday and the next morning I checked my bank account and it turns out I walked into a nearby takeout and bought $15 of fried chicken at 3am.

lol

 

[CJM]

8%

I'm a lightweight so one of those do me good.

I'm a lightweight too, 8% is plenty for beer otherwise it starts tasting less like beer and just yuck.

 

[bigj75]

As for hard liquor my choice is

 

[Metavoid]

I fucking love marching to lidl, picking up a bottle of vodka or gin, and marching back home. I take a shower, put on pyjamas, make the bed and climb into it with my bottle of vodka, then open my tablet with youtube and drink, listen to sad tunes about heartbreak and cry and self harm until I pass out. Then I wake up at 8 am, and drink the rest and pass out all day then wake up sunday with my throat burning and hungry as fuck. I fucking love it. Its literally the most enjoyable, fun thing I have going for me right now. I cant wait till friday.

How sad. Fml

 

[worldexploder]

8%

I'm a lightweight so one of those do me good.

Hey thanks. I only tried a couple bottles of Steel Reserve with my dad....than he brought out the big guns! Jim Beam! Those were good times back in 2015. We would get so fucked up we were on the floor crawling.....then sobered up and drank some more. Crawled some more...sobered up some and drank some more! Closed to my dad I ever been.

 

[Jai]

Just like I want to be! Been drinking since about 8 AM. I got 2 25oz I'd Natty Daddy's to go. Talked to my ex wife on the phone for a couple hours this evening. I say who cares how drunk I get. I'll CTB within 6 months. If not by Dignitas (which I am hoping will go though), then by something else.

I haven't been this drunk in awhile...where I am not blacking out yet feel like I'm almost in a dream like state. I don't feel those harsh feelings like I do when I'm sober. Let's get wild!

Best feeling ever felt like driving my car into a wall ignored everyone was going to try another method but people again

 

[worldexploder]

I drank Vodka twice this year. Did pretty good with it actually. Drank a glass about once every couple hours for about 15 hours.

In 2017 I did go overboard. Drank a huge jug of it in a very short amount of time. Sometimes when your use to drinking regular beer, it's hard to recognize that Absolute Vodka is wayyyy stronger. I blacked out for about 6 hours then came to crawling up the steps with my pants slipping off. Long story short - I ate homemade McMuffins in my underwear on the floor.

 

[Jai]

Best feeling ever felt like driving my car into a wall ignored everyone was going to try another method but people again

So I'm half cut was gonna do 15 g of SN then someone important comes around with questions and her life I swear I'm being fucked with it was about 2 years ago I had a gun to my head should've done it

 

[Metavoid]

God I hate being sober. I should really start taking up drugs again. My happiest moments in life was when I was acting the bolox on mdma at a rave. No wonder hippies are fucking happy as a pig in shit. Secret to life right there. Drugs and repetitive music.

 

[Jai]

So I'm half cut was gonna do 15 g of SN then someone important comes around with questions and her life I swear I'm being fucked with it was about 2 years ago I had a gun to my head should've done it

To this day

 

[worldexploder]

So I'm half cut was gonna do 15 g of SN then someone important comes around with questions and her life I swear I'm being fucked with it was about 2 years ago I had a gun to my head should've done it

By SN do you mean SoPent?

 

[bigj75]

I fucking love marching to lidl, picking up a bottle of vodka or gin, and marching back home. I take a shower, put on pyjamas, make the bed and climb into it with my bottle of vodka, then open my tablet with youtube and drink, listen to sad tunes about heartbreak and cry and self harm until I pass out. Then I wake up at 8 am, and drink the rest and pass out all day then wake up sunday with my throat burning and hungry as fuck. I fucking love it. Its literally the most enjoyable, fun thing I have going for me right now. I cant wait till friday.

How sad. Fml

Goddamn! I hate that you self harm but i understand it.

I'm gonna drink next week myself. I'll get a hotel and drink. I plan on ctb'ing aswell.

 

[Jai]

By SN do you mean SoPent?

I don't get what you mean but I've 2 Ibs of sodium nitrite

 

[worldexploder]

God I hate being sober. I should really start taking up drugs again. My happiest moments in life was when I was acting the bolox on mdma at a rave. No wonder hippies are fucking happy as a pig in shit. Secret to life right there. Drugs and repetitive music.

I hate being sober too. I usually go 6 days without and just craving it every minute. I sleep a lot to try and make time go faster. All I think about is CTB and alcohol. I never even tried alcohol until I was 24. I was miserable so people can't blame my neuroticism on my drinking.

 

[worldexploder]

I don't get what you mean but I've 2 Ibs of sodium nitrite

Sorry. I misunderstood.

 

[Jai]

I drink a lot like the comedian Dave attell refers to it as time travel

 

[worldexploder]

Goddamn! I hate that you self harm but i understand it.

I'm gonna drink next week myself. I'll get a hotel and drink. I plan on ctb'ing aswell.

I only self harmed once in my life. Still got the scar too. PM me if you want to see the blood from last year

 

[bigj75]

I enjoy mixed drinks aswell.