Discussion Making Plans For Future

[CelestialSky]

Does anyone find it awkward or difficult when people try to plan ahead things with you? Like I'm a dog walker/pet sitter, and some regulars tried to book me for 10 days in November. Yet all I can think of is, I don't think I'm gonna be here then.
And, if you make the plans, do you feel it gives you a secret, deep down reason to hold on? Personally, I've said yes to plans in the future, yet I still plan on ctb very soon. Only problem is, I feel really guilty about it, cause I'll be letting them down (on top of all the guilt I feel for my family & friends).

Just wondering what others thoughts were on this.

 

[memento_mori]

I have to plan my work schedule for the following week but honestly I don't care
If I ctb and don't show up to work, my boss can just suck it up and see my clients.
Can't really do any long term plans at the moment

 

[CelestialSky]

I have to plan my work schedule for the following week but honestly I don't care
If I ctb and don't show up to work, my boss can just suck it up and see my clients.
Can't really do any long term plans at the moment

I know what you mean. I keep making work plans too, but because I don't have a boss, if I don't show up I leave my clients stuck (and I like my clients, so I feel really guilty leaving them). When is that meteor coming?! (the one that only wipes out humans of course!)