ikadasui
Arcanist
- May 29, 2018
- 466
God damn did that ruin my mood for the night. I can't stand this body or skin. I've always hated my appearance for as long as I remember, and after developing bulimia and destroying my mouth I live in constant pain and regret. My method will most likely be a gun since I don't have the resolve to hang myself, and I'm too stupid to figure out how sn works or obtain it. In a way the gun method soothes me since. What I hate is my appearance most of all and the gun will completely obliterate that which I despise the most. Pretty gruesome to think about, but it makes me feel slightly better.