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BeansOfRequirement

Behind the guilt was compassion
Jan 26, 2021
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I guess I don't really want go through with killing myself right now since my family is still alive. I don't want to kill my entire family either, so I don't think I'll ctb for a while. I made a short plan that consists of getting a driver's license and an in-demand trade education. There are annoying details like funding, times, places, etc that I try to ignore to the best of my abilities since I have a small streak of OCD. I'll keep the plan simple whilst staying frosty and flexible.

Hope that was uplifting to some of you "positive-vibration, manifestation" types.
 
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Behind the guilt was compassion
Jan 26, 2021
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No hype, please. If I get hyped I'll fail at this like I've failed at everything else. I'm deciding to not get worked up and keep my eyes on the road with this one, not being on demonic pills that turns you into a school shooter will also help. Thanks for the love.
 
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