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body_snatcher

body_snatcher

green and lonely
Jan 23, 2023
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For example, I'll share some that remind me of CTB. Are there any lyrics that are close to your heart?

Above and Below - The Bravery

Sometimes I feel
Like I wanna leave this place for good
Under the ground
I'll live down there without a sound
And never hear these hissing voices all the same
I'll disappear 'cause living makes me feel ashamed
I must believe
There's more above us and below
I must believe
Stranded with this bitch called hope
It keeps me here
When all I wanna do is go
It keeps me here
When all I wanna do is disappear



Lift - Radiohead

This is the place
Sit down, you're safe now
You've been stuck in a lift
We've been trying to reach you, Thom
This is the place
It won't hurt ever again
 
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Mr.Gimmick

Mr.Gimmick

New Member
Feb 28, 2026
3
Backseat girl by Jane remover

"Half-asleep, he came in the front seat
If I knew better then, I knew you were after me
I can't help but make you feel sorry for me
You're gonna leave her tonight
I can't help but make you feel sorry for me"
 
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NeuroAtypical

NeuroAtypical

bearer of bad news
Dec 5, 2025
26
Starting Over by LSD and the Search for God
...
In real life, I couldn't find you
(Caught being mine now, how you wanna see me again, I wonder)
Real life, let me remind you
(Tell them you might want to do it again, how you remember a deeper meaning)
Real life, I couldn't reach you
(If I told you I wanna, how I wanna do it again, I want you)
I couldn't reach you when I was trying
(Come back, come back and do it again)


Careful what you wish for
(Cause it might come true)
These wise words you once said
It only takes a moment
To fall in love again


Those are some of the verses that make me feel the most. I might not be relating to the actual meaning of the lyrics, but I relate deeply to them in my own interpretation.
 
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