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Smigbred
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- Sep 25, 2023
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i tried to ctb today, but my love saved me. for now at least. he doesn't love me back, he just cares about me as his friend. why, every time i fall in love, im just plain obsessed with the person and want them to be there 24/7.
i cant take this any longer. if tomorrow is the same, if nothing changes, then ill just do it without telling anyone.
i hate myself so fucking much, im so fucked up. i feel like i manipulated him. i fucking hate my life.
i cant take this any longer. if tomorrow is the same, if nothing changes, then ill just do it without telling anyone.
i hate myself so fucking much, im so fucked up. i feel like i manipulated him. i fucking hate my life.