Love is a choice

[MapleS]

Love is a choice. Choice I will make every day from now on. Choice not to kill myself.

This person knows my father will kill them if I will commit suicide and they still leave me choice to die. They love me. Well... we discovered today that it WILL indeed happen and we are not crazy

So I chose to stay for now. If pain will not be too much. Love is a choice to stay

From the day I was traumatized again I... cannot love, rarely care. But I used to love this person so I chose to love them. Not directly in feelings but in deeds.

I choose to be patient with them. I choose to not scream at them. I choose to communicate. I choose to try as much as I can to hear their emotions and be with them

Right now I'm back to being horrible human being, a broken survival machine. I hate it. I'm trying to change

 

[Eazy]

I understand the feeling of being a broken survival machine. I hope you find the life you deserve

 

[silent wraith]

Love is a choice. Choice I will make every day from now on. Choice not to kill myself.

This person knows my father will kill them if I will commit suicide and they still leave me choice to die. They love me. Well... we discovered today that it WILL indeed happen and we are not crazy

So I chose to stay for now. If pain will not be too much. Love is a choice to stay

From the day I was traumatized again I... cannot love, rarely care. But I used to love this person so I chose to love them. Not directly in feelings but in deeds.

I choose to be patient with them. I choose to not scream at them. I choose to communicate. I choose to try as much as I can to hear their emotions and be with them

Right now I'm back to being horrible human being, a broken survival machine. I hate it. I'm trying to change

I am so proud of you that you keep trying , I understand that it's rough - as a person that can't experience romantic love I only have my little joys to live for. I understand what it's like feeling like you are not living , just surviving and it sucks

 

[Malfunction]

I hope things get better for you.

Even if you feel broken, love can help rebuild you.

Good luck friend!

 

[MapleS]

as a person that can't experience romantic love I only have my little joys to live for.
you can always experience platonic love like me!

 

[deny_conformity]

From one broken machine to another: keep going, don't give up.

I wish I could feel love at the moment, it would make each day easier. I hover between numbness and loneliness. Surrounded by friends and alone in the crowd.