sadghost
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- May 17, 2020
- 232
After a long time without, I went back on my ADD/ADHD medication because it's pretty debilitating when it comes to university. It was the best day that I've had in a LONG time. I just sat down and did what I needed to do (school work, cleaning, etc.) I have spent the last few months in misery everyday just trying to get this level of stimulation. Today, I finally got that. Today I felt okay. If you asked me, "how are you?" today, I would've been able to say, "good" without lying.
When all my tasks were done and the drug started to wear off, I went to my room and closed the door. I don't know what hit me but something did. I felt crushed. I started thinking about life again and all the things that make me want to CTB.
When all my tasks were done and the drug started to wear off, I went to my room and closed the door. I don't know what hit me but something did. I felt crushed. I started thinking about life again and all the things that make me want to CTB.