love for life

[hi-okbye]

hii!

i always thought about how honestly.. i love life, but i hate the pain i experience. it's a part of living that's true but some people just experience way worse than others, it doesn't make sense. it's close to thanksgiving. so before i ctb'd i wanted to make a list of a few things i love about living. just so i could truly appreciate the little things possibly for the last time.
if you want, bellow you can add your own list, even if its the tiniest thing.

- waking up knowing you have more time to sleep/get to sleep in
- watermelon
- raspberries
- morning grass + dew
- baby animals
- opening new mascara
- elementary lunches (talking with friends)
- those tiny fake cars that could be peddled around that you rode in as kids

- my pets
- doll houses/toys
- making good new friends
- biking
- hugs
- sweets
- favirote meals
- good books
- swimming
- getting high..
- naps
- music
- sleeping in your bed for the first time after going somewhere
- plants
- doing different sports (surfing, skiing, rollerblading, skateboarding, etc.)
- drawing
- playing with animals
- dumb crushes
- falling in love
- sunsets

:)

 

[Old Friend]

Those pink sunsets you get after a long hot summer's day. Birds chirping in the spring is also nice.

 

[Golden]

hii!

i always thought about how honestly.. i love life, but i hate the pain i experience. it's a part of living that's true but some people just experience way worse than others, it doesn't make sense. it's close to thanksgiving. so before i ctb'd i wanted to make a list of a few things i love about living. just so i could truly appreciate the little things possibly for the last time.
if you want, bellow you can add your own list, even if its the tiniest thing.

- waking up knowing you have more time to sleep/get to sleep in
- watermelon
- raspberries
- morning grass + dew
- baby animals
- opening new mascara
- elementary lunches (talking with friends)
- those tiny fake cars that could be peddled around that you rode in as kids
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- my pets
- doll houses/toys
- making good new friends
- biking
- hugs
- favirote meals
- good books
- swimming
- getting high..
- naps
- sleeping in your bed for the first time after going somewhere
- plants
- doing different sports (surfing, skiing, rollerblading, skateboarding, etc.)
- drawing
- playing with animals
- dumb crushes
- falling in love
- sunsets

:)

You have a beautiful list. I would like to do all kinds of drugs before I leave if I had an easy way of getting them

 

[hi-okbye]

You have a beautiful list. I would like to do all kinds of drugs before I leave if I had an easy way of getting them

yess and thank you <3
i just love the feeling, and all the different types. i wish i could get easier access to more too though :/

 

[iamsofkntired]

-sleeping without having to worry about waking up early
-smoking
-eating after a long wait
- fealing clean after a shower
-him
-music
-cats
-watching a movie that's so good it makes you think while looking at the credits
-going out and actually having fun
-drinking water after a long nap
-staying in with rain outside
-getting a full mark on a test
-changing into comfortable clothes after a long night out
-hugging someone
-talking to my sisters
-seeing my parents in a good mood
-someone calling me their best friend
-chocolate

yess and thank you <3
i just love the feeling, and all the different types. i wish i could get easier access to more too though :/

Sorry to ask but I've only tried weed twice and it never worked on me I just got nauseous and fell asleep how do I get the high feeling ?

 

[hi-okbye]

Sorry to ask but I've only tried weed twice and it never worked on me I just got nauseous and fell asleep how do I get the high feeling ?

no no your good! so it can happen for a few reasons. it's most likely because it's your first few times. it takes a few tries of smoking to actually get high. maybe try like 3-5 more times. if you still don't get high consider other things such as not inhaling properly, not having enough weed, having poor quality weed, etc.
also love your list, i agree with a lot of the things you put on there.

 

[iamsofkntired]

no no your good! so it can happen for a few reasons. it's most likely because it's your first few times. it takes a few tries of smoking to actually get high. maybe try like 3-5 more times. if you still don't get high consider other things such as not inhaling properly, not having enough weed, having poor quality weed, etc.
also love your list, i agree with a lot of the things you put on there.

I'll try but like I put weed with normal smoke is it the right way ? Thank youuu sm

 

[AllCatsAreGrey]

I'll try but like I put weed with normal smoke is it the right way ? Thank youuu sm

Am I understanding right that you're meaning mixing cannabis with tobacco?

 

[hi-okbye]

I'll try but like I put weed with normal smoke is it the right way ? Thank youuu sm

sorry could you explain what you mean by that?

 

[iamsofkntired]

sorry could you explain what you mean by that?

Um idk if its a different kind of weed but it comes in some slimey cube I burn it and bury in normal smoke okay that sound crazy but the one I bought it from showed me how to do it

 

[hi-okbye]

Um idk if its a different kind of weed but it comes in some slimey cube I burn it and bury in normal smoke okay that sound crazy but the one I bought it from showed me how to do it

interesting, i've never heard of it but it sounds like an edible, or maybe hash. does it look like this stuff:

from what i know it's just parts of weed compressed into a cube. a lot of people take a small amount of it and i think they add it with tobacco to make some type of cigarette, i could be completely wrong i've never seen it just heard of it. it's supposedly a lot more potent that weed (understandably so, since it's just weed compressed). maybe try smoking that a few more times but if it doesn't work, try just getting normal weed if you can.
after trying both a few times, i think it might be safe to assume that weed just might not mix with your chemistry. there's a whole list of other drugs you could try though. have you ever tried an edible? personally i love them.

 

[iamsofkntired]

interesting, i've never heard of it but it sounds like an edible, or maybe hash. does it look like this stuff:

from what i know it's just parts of weed compressed into a cube. a lot of people take a small amount of it and i think they add it with tobacco to make some type of cigarette, i could be completely wrong i've never seen it just heard of it. it's supposedly a lot more potent that weed (understandably so, since it's just weed compressed). maybe try smoking that a few more times but if it doesn't work, try just getting normal weed if you can.
after trying both a few times, i think it might be safe to assume that weed just might not mix with your chemistry. there's a whole list of other drugs you could try though. have you ever tried an edible? personally i love them.

yes this is exactly it , thank you ill try maybe ill get high lol

 

[F@#$]

Booze,drugs,sex,revenge.

 

[Groundhog_Day]

-black coffee with a couple of squares of dark chocolate
-bananas
-coleslaw
-scrambled eggs
-grated cheese
-peanut butter and sliced apple

This keeps me hanging on everyday. It's also been a great way to lose weight whilst feeling full.

 

[Ontwon]

Board games with friends
Cosplay conventions
Video games
Music
Dancing
Late night walks

 

[hi-okbye]

gyes this is exactly it , thank you ill try maybe ill get high lol

good luck! i'm getting a batch of pre-rolls soon so i'm right with you lol

Booze,drugs,sex,revenge.

i think people underestimate how good this stuff can be sometimes

-black coffee with a couple of squares of dark chocolate
-bananas
-coleslaw
-scrambled eggs
-grated cheese
-peanut butter and sliced apple

This keeps me hanging on everyday. It's also been a great way to lose weight whilst feeling full.

i love this list lol. i'll have to try the first one is it good?

Board games with friends
Cosplay conventions
Video games
Music
Dancing
Late night walks

i love all of these, especially late night walks they're so peaceful :)

 

[Groundhog_Day]

i love this list lol. i'll have to try the first one is it good?

Yeah, it's sad but I love a big mug of hot black coffee with a couple of squares of 85% dark chocolate. The hot coffee makes the chocolate melt in your mouth. Here in UK, you can get a nice 85% dark chocolate from Lidl by J.D Gross, that is not bitter tasting. Also, apparently 85% and over chocolate is good for your teeth. Definitely, can recommend trying it.

 

[jellie]

cold weather where it just makes your cheeks a little red, getting compliments, sleeping in a big cozy bed, drinking water after being very thirsty, indian food, eating nectarines in the summer on the back porch, the sound my keyboard makes as i type, finding a new favorite movie or song, walking barefoot in grass in the summer, the first snowfall, going to the beach with my friends, and getting packages in the mail.

there is so much to love about living, its a shame i cant feel it all the time.

 

[hi-okbye]

cold weather where it just makes your cheeks a little red, getting compliments, sleeping in a big cozy bed, drinking water after being very thirsty, indian food, eating nectarines in the summer on the back porch, the sound my keyboard makes as i type, finding a new favorite movie or song, walking barefoot in grass in the summer, the first snowfall, going to the beach with my friends, and getting packages in the mail.

there is so much to love about living, its a shame i cant feel it all the time.

heavy on
- getting compliments
- sleeping in a big cozy bed
- drining water after being very thirsty
- keyboard sounds
- new favorite songs/movies
- walking barefoot in grass in the summer
- getting packages in the mail

and i agree with the last thing too :(
sometimes i hope after i pass, it's just all the wonderful things of life