Lost

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If only i knew what my purpose was in life i would not want to die.
Never knowing what my purpose is absolutely kills me.

I dont know what i am
Never belonging and always out of place
Ctb is my escape from the world in which i dont belong in nor feel apart of.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

Do you mind if I ask how old you are?
I ask because simply because I know it takes some people a long time to find their "purpose". I recall from another thread that you're not yet 30. Is that correct? If so, then you may still have several chances to discover your purpose. I don't know your full story, so I can't say anything for sure, but I just wanted to put that out there.