Lost everything

[Liminal1]

Been suicidal since I was a teenager, but now im pushed beyond my limit. This year lost my job. Wife left, with our daughter and my car. Lost my apartment. Burned through all my savings and maxed all my credit cards trying to survive. Sent to a psyche ward about 3 times this year. Im done. Im a 35 year old man living on my sisters couch on the brink of homelessness. I cant anymore. Ive tried 3 times to hang myself and each time Ive failed. I cant seem to fall unconscious for whatever reason, so I just sort of hang there in agony before I back out. Life isnt worth living anymore, but I cant seem to find a way to escape either. Fuck everything

 

[Enlighten]

Been suicidal since I was a teenager, but now im pushed beyond my limit. This year lost my job. Wife left, with our daughter and my car. Lost my apartment. Burned through all my savings and maxed all my credit cards trying to survive. Sent to a psyche ward about 3 times this year. Im done. Im a 35 year old man living on my sisters couch on the brink of homelessness. I cant anymore. Ive tried 3 times to hang myself and each time Ive failed. I cant seem to fall unconscious for whatever reason, so I just sort of hang there in agony before I back out. Life isnt worth living anymore, but I cant seem to find a way to escape either. Fuck everything

You've been through a lot man, i can't imagine what you're going through. Life has really been hard on you.
I hope you can find some light somewhere. If you wanna talk, i'd be happy to chat with you.

 

[Some place nice]

I'm sorry you are hurting like this. You deserve to suffer. Have you tried a different method?

 

[itsraining]

Been suicidal since I was a teenager, but now im pushed beyond my limit. This year lost my job. Wife left, with our daughter and my car. Lost my apartment. Burned through all my savings and maxed all my credit cards trying to survive. Sent to a psyche ward about 3 times this year. Im done. Im a 35 year old man living on my sisters couch on the brink of homelessness. I cant anymore. Ive tried 3 times to hang myself and each time Ive failed. I cant seem to fall unconscious for whatever reason, so I just sort of hang there in agony before I back out. Life isnt worth living anymore, but I cant seem to find a way to escape either. Fuck everything

We can be in the worst pain of our life but it's so incredibly difficult to find a way out. I'm sorry that you're suffering, it's not fair and life is so cruel.

 

[Liminal1]

I'm sorry you are hurting like this. You deserve to suffer. Have you tried a different method?

Ive been experimenting with the tourniquet method, but same problem. Cant seem to go unconscious for whatever reason. Oh well. Been thinking about maybe trying an exit bag, but that seems a little complicated and materials seem difficult to obtain

You've been through a lot man, i can't imagine what you're going through. Life has really been hard on you.
I hope you can find some light somewhere. If you wanna talk, i'd be happy to chat with you.

Thanks, I appreciate that

 

[Some place nice]

Ive been experimenting with the tourniquet method, but same problem. Cant seem to go unconscious for whatever reason. Oh well. Been thinking about maybe trying an exit bag, but that seems a little complicated and materials seem difficult to obtain

I meant don't deserve to suffer. I am so so so so so sorry. Have you tried something simple like jumping thats about all I can think of rn. But its requires a lot of bravery. Again so so so so sorry for the typing error.

 

[BlazingBob]

I'm so sorry. That's brutal. I'm also living in someone else's house and facing inevitable homelessness. I'm too sick to work and running out of money. I hope we can somehow find peace.

 

[Liminal1]

I meant don't deserve to suffer. I am so so so so so sorry. Have you tried something simple like jumping thats about all I can think of rn. But its requires a lot of bravery. Again so so so so sorry for the typing error.

I got what you meant. Ive thought about it but thats sort of a last resort for me. Id prefer something a little less gruesome. Im going to exhaust all other options before I resort to somthing like that. Plus Im really not that brave, so thatd be a real tough one for me

 

[avaruus]

You deserve to suffer.

I assume this is a typo? :D

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be so horrible being trapped in that situation, I will always hate how it's so difficult to die despite the fact that there is so much suffering in existing.

 

[Some place nice]

I assume this is a typo? :D

Yes very much. I have already apologized to him.