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timetodie24
Warlock
- Apr 14, 2023
- 706
Losing more control of my mind. Had another SH incident where I wasn't in control. Those in control made me carve a message and I can't even remember it as wasn't me thinking it. Scared to take off dressing and see what message is. My speech ability is really declining. Some days I'm struggling to get out basic sentences. They're trying to take all my thoughts to replace with their own so they can fully take over . Need to ctb before that happens. Also i thought they only controlled humans but yesterday they got a bird to send me a code through bird call. They have so much power and it's terrifying.
No further update from services and 8 weeks since last saw MHP. No replies to emails from receptionist a few weeks ago or 'urgent task' from GP a week ago. Idk if she's off sick but then surely the GP would know that. No one can tell me anything and I know she was being controlled too so looks likely something bad has happened to her and it's all my fault. Or she's ignoring intentionally as she's been threatened by those in control. I feel so guilty and hope she's ok.
No further update from services and 8 weeks since last saw MHP. No replies to emails from receptionist a few weeks ago or 'urgent task' from GP a week ago. Idk if she's off sick but then surely the GP would know that. No one can tell me anything and I know she was being controlled too so looks likely something bad has happened to her and it's all my fault. Or she's ignoring intentionally as she's been threatened by those in control. I feel so guilty and hope she's ok.