Looking to experiment with HARD drugs (no baby shit)

[meles_inoris]

DISCLAIMER: DO NOT TELL ME NOT TO DO THIS. I KNOW ITS A BAD IDEA BUT I SEE NO OTHER WAY OF FEELING SOMETHING OTHER THAN MISERY.

Exactly as it says in the title. I'm sick of being sober. The only drug I've ever taken, apart from prescription meds, is alcohol. I felt more happiness in that two hours of drunkenness than I did in the past YEAR of living sober.

Everywhere I look, I see people recommending weed, shrooms, and LSD for first time drug users. I wanna skip the baby shit and be so blitzed I don't know what's real anymore. I struggle with anxiety, and alcohol helps it a lot. However, I want to eliminate ALL possibility of conscious thought and drown myself in a sea of euphoria. What HARD drug can accomplish this?

 

[Blue LIPS]

DISCLAIMER: DO NOT TELL ME NOT TO DO THIS. I KNOW ITS A BAD IDEA BUT I SEE NO OTHER WAY OF FEELING SOMETHING OTHER THAN MISERY.

Exactly as it says in the title. I'm sick of being sober. The only drug I've ever taken, apart from prescription meds, is alcohol. I felt more happiness in that two hours of drunkenness than I did in the past YEAR of living sober.

Everywhere I look, I see people recommending weed, shrooms, and LSD for first time drug users. I wanna skip the baby shit and be so blitzed I don't know what's real anymore. I struggle with anxiety, and alcohol helps it a lot. However, I want to eliminate ALL possibility of conscious thought and drown myself in a sea of euphoria. What HARD drug can accomplish this?

LSD is not "baby shit" lol. Ecstasy, I loved Dilaudid and was addicted for years.

China White, Fentanyl (careful with that one), DMT (not "hard" but I've heard it's quite a ride), my buddy is addicted to Cocaine atm, Methadone/Suboxone, PCP, Ketamine and then the obvious ones like crack and heroine...opium as well.

Idk the choice is yours and only you can make the decision to possibly ruin your life, feel amazing, end up broke, in jail or dead. Good luck.

But for what you want, I'd say Ketamine, whippets and PCP. Heroin is too good and for sure you'll chase the high.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

This path will bring great pleasure and good times at first. But ultimately lead you down the most destructive lifestyle that you can imagine.

You'll do good to distance anyone you actually love or care about before you start down this road. Because you'd rob your own grandma for a fix when the time comes. Good luck OP, I hope you don't do anything you'll regret for the rest of your life.

 

[grungeCat]

Tested a lot of drugs in my life. You always end up in pain no matter if you wanna die or not. You can't even imagine how drugs mess up with your brain. You literally become a mental zombie. It's no fun. But who the hell I am to tell you such things. Opioids give you the best relief but also give you most pain in total. In my opinion the best drug is marijuana/hash - it doesn't addict you that much and gives a really pleasant high.

 

[Ybother]

DISCLAIMER: DO NOT TELL ME NOT TO DO THIS. I KNOW ITS A BAD IDEA BUT I SEE NO OTHER WAY OF FEELING SOMETHING OTHER THAN MISERY.

Exactly as it says in the title. I'm sick of being sober. The only drug I've ever taken, apart from prescription meds, is alcohol. I felt more happiness in that two hours of drunkenness than I did in the past YEAR of living sober.

Everywhere I look, I see people recommending weed, shrooms, and LSD for first time drug users. I wanna skip the baby shit and be so blitzed I don't know what's real anymore. I struggle with anxiety, and alcohol helps it a lot. However, I want to eliminate ALL possibility of conscious thought and drown myself in a sea of euphoria. What HARD drug can accomplish this?

Tested a lot of drugs in my life. You always end up in pain no matter if you wanna die or not. You can't even imagine how drugs mess up with your brain. You literally become a mental zombie. It's no fun. But who the hell I am to tell you such things. Opioids give you the best relief but also give you most pain in total. In my opinion the best drug is marijuana/hash - it doesn't addict you that much and gives a really pleasant high.

I'm not going to judge you. Tbh, I'm looking to do the same. Apparently I ain't worried about my health.

Tested a lot of drugs in my life. You always end up in pain no matter if you wanna die or not. You can't even imagine how drugs mess up with your brain. You literally become a mental zombie. It's no fun. But who the hell I am to tell you such things. Opioids give you the best relief but also give you most pain in total. In my opinion the best drug is marijuana/hash - it doesn't addict you that much and gives a really pleasant high.

Sorry didn't mean to respond to you.

 

[kkatt]

Alcohol is actually a depressant,so not really going to make you feel good for long. Also,it's one of the most physically harmful substances available and hard to quit if you do get a taste for it,being as it's not only socially (and legally) acceptable,but also socially encouraged.
Acid is most definitely not "baby shit". Just because they're not addictive,halluciogens can provide a really intense experience and totally change your life. I'd suggest you have a few diazepam or similar benzodiazepines handy. They act like an "OFF" switch for halluiogenics. So if you find it's not as enjoyable as you'd hoped,you have a back-up plan.
I spent 2 decades addicted to Heroin and using a ton of other drugs on top. Often,some weed with a high THC content can provide more of an escape than other "harder" drugs. The law categorises them by their therapeutic value,so those classifications don't tell you much.
Amphetamines can be good fun at first,keeping you trim,productive and sociable. However,for those using it on a daily basis,a life expectency of approximately five years is to be expected. It also affects the body's ability to absorb nurtients,so causing the destruction of bones and teeth.
Personally,I think cocaine (Both powder and crack) are a waste of time and money. Heroin is delicious if you have a good source and probably the ultimate escape from physical and emotional pain. But of everything I've tried,it's the only thing that left me with unbearable withdrawals.
Ketamine can be great fun. Bear in mind that as soon as you cook liquid Ketamine,to produce the powder most people are familiar with,it begins to lose potency. So,if you can source it in it's original liquid state,only cooking what you need,you get a much more powerful product and a stash that will constantly offer a good standard. Bear in mind that one of the most common drawbacks for those that regularly take Ketamine,is damage to the bladder (and incontinence).
I hope you have plenty of money,because it sure vanishes quickly. I guess it's a matter of what goes up,must come down. So you weigh up the pro's and con's yourself.
Forgetting any health implications,you are probably going to be scorned by any family or friends. Drug users are demonised (often with fair reason) and in most societies,it is stigmatised. "Friends", who are fellow users are only ever a scaore away from throwing you under the bus. But people don't do drugs because they like to torture themselves. The fact is,it's bloody good fun.

 

[Emily_Numb]

Drugs worth doing IMO that won't ruin your life and looks if you are simply looking to experiment:

Magic Mushrooms - Absolutely not a baby drug, don't be naive to think so. This shit will blast you off to another dimension and can be An emotionally, spiritual and riching life experience.

LSD (Same as above)

Cocaine - They say it's a hello a drug for a reason. I've had lots of fun taking it in the past, it's excellent mood enhancer and confidence booster. Was definitely my drug of course. Withdrawals aren't really a thing unless you are super addicted. Anyone who says cocaine is shit, is buying shit cocaine - AVOID CRACK

Ketamine - I take this regularly as an IV for depression. might be available in your state for this but it's also available as a street drug. Lots of dissociative fun to be had and I would go as far to say it have genuine antidepressant qualities. Certainly worth investigating.

MDMA - You will basically love everyone and everything. I used to take this a lot. You need to be careful as I know nowadays purity can be an issue and it may be pressed with other things.

IMPORTANT: Buy a reagent kit to test ANY street/illegal drug before you take it.

Avoid: Alcohol, Cannabis, Heroin, Meth, Crack, Opiods, Spice, synthetics of any kind. None of these will help a depressive mindset in any way.

Final thought, you seem angry, aggressive and ill-prepared for any new drug experience. All drugs should be taken in the most positive frame of mind and environment you are able to create. You must respect the compounds you are taking and you'll be surprised at how they can shift your mindset and mood long term/after dosing, IF you respect them, the experience and understand what you expect. A couple of excellent YT channels to witness a drug users experience would be Drugslab (Dutch - but with subtitles) and Psyched Substance. Both truly brilliant resources.

 

[esse_est_percipi]

Drugs worth doing IMO that won't ruin your life and looks if you are simply looking to experiment:

Magic Mushrooms - Absolutely not a baby drug, don't be naive to think so. This shit will blast you off to another dimension and can be An emotionally, spiritual and riching life experience.

LSD (Same as above)

Cocaine - They say it's a hello a drug for a reason. I've had lots of fun taking it in the past, it's excellent mood enhancer and confidence booster. Was definitely my drug of course. Withdrawals aren't really a thing unless you are super addicted. Anyone who says cocaine is shit, is buying shit cocaine - AVOID CRACK

Ketamine - I take this regularly as an IV for depression. might be available in your state for this but it's also available as a street drug. Lots of dissociative fun to be had and I would go as far to say it have genuine antidepressant qualities. Certainly worth investigating.

MDMA - You will basically love everyone and everything. I used to take this a lot. You need to be careful as I know nowadays purity can be an issue and it may be pressed with other things.

IMPORTANT: Buy a reagent kit to test ANY street/illegal drug before you take it.

Avoid: Alcohol, Cannabis, Heroin, Meth, Crack, Opiods, Spice, synthetics of any kind. None of these will help a depressive mindset in any way.

Final thought, you seem angry, aggressive and ill-prepared for any new drug experience. All drugs should be taken in the most positive frame of mind and environment you are able to create. You must respect the compounds you are taking and you'll be surprised at how they can shift your mindset and mood long term/after dosing, IF you respect them, the experience and understand what you expect. A couple of excellent YT channels to witness a drug users experience would be Drugslab (Dutch - but with subtitles) and Psyched Substance. Both truly brilliant resources.

Have you ever done DMT? If so, what was your experience with it? I've read accounts that say it's like mushrooms + lsd x 100

 

[alexit]

Shrooms. Shrooms. Shrooms. That's all I have to say.

 

[Emily_Numb]

Have you ever done DMT? If so, what was your experience with it? I've read accounts that say it's like mushrooms + lsd x 100

Are you Joe Rogan? Yes of course I've heard of DMT, But in no way would I recommend it to someone who has zero experience of hallucinogens. Too much risk involved for a psychological episode. I mean, I'm not really sure of OPs point to all this. If he wants to just get totally fucked up and ruin his life then do heroin or Meth. *shrug* if they want an actual enjoyable experience then follow the advice.


EDIT: FYI, DMT is not like LSD or Mushrooms. Imo it's something entirely different. Very very different feeling trip and something difficult to put into words. It's also very short acting so you smoke it and the 'high' lasts 15-40 minutes, unlike the 4+ hours of Mushrooms and 6-8+ hours of LSD.

 

[terry_a_davis]

Mdma is unique and in the right environment just so much fun and special.

 

[Quinlor]

Try heroin baby...

 

[Garbage Person]

No drugs are really "baby shit", upping the dosage could make any drug give you something similar to what you're looking for. My recommendation would be to start smoking methamphetamine. It will dig its claws into you and you'll probably lose control. Stay up for a week or more and you won't know what's real anymore. You'll likely become a piece of shit and it will be obvious that you're very fucked up, both in your behavior and physical appearance. Start spinning the bulb, you'll get the euphoria you're looking for and it will likely become a ritual for you as you blow thick white clouds and watch your puddle crackback. If you can score decent heroin, try speedballing by using it with the meth, bonus points if you can handle a needle. If you're not willing to let a drug take over your life, take mdma and lsd together. Start with 150mg of mdma and two hits of acid. Candy flipping is the absolute best time. Just do it somewhere you're familiar with and with people you trust. You're not dying, it's just the drugs, probably. This recommendation is based on the fact you don't seem to give a shit, so I'm not going to bother warning you of how this could go wrong.

 

[Jumper Geo]

Drugs can be fun I have experimented quite a lot I used to take coke, mdma, lsd but I love a stella lager session, research is the key for example.

You are wasting the buzz if you take mdma on your own, you need a party scene, rave etc so there are like minded people who will give you a and chat about but you should research how you can test the purity of them before taking them for your own safety.

Lsd is great depending on your trip you can do this with or without friends, I don't know whether I had a good or bad trip, lol about 35 years ago I was was walking down a long dark passage after taking it and I found a £5 note and I spent the next 7 hours waiting for it to disappear, it never, woohoo, lol

Drugs that are more likely to get you hooked and hurt when withdrawal kicks in so your forced to get more to feed the habit and feel normal again if that's the path you've chosen good luck where I grew up I knew people who were on Heroin shaking even in the summer months, robbing everyone and spending years in and out of prison but always ended up back on the H and eventually murdered at the age of 27. Here's a tip H users have there ear to the ground to hear of OD cases because that dealer has good stuff.

Here's a meth story so sad we never even got World peace but at least you know there are better class A's to start with but why not experiment slowly start with a bit of weed and see how you go there's no rush is there.

Woman who gouged out her EYES gets her first prosthetic eyeballs

A WOMAN who gouged out both of her own eyes during a meth-induced psychotic episode has received her first pair of prosthetic eyeballs. In February of 2018, Kaylee Muthart, 20 at the time, ripped o…

www.thesun.co.uk

Good luck

Cheers

Geo

 

[Leech]

Ket and whippits for sure.
I dont recommend MDMA purely because it will fuck with your serotonin even more than it already is and you will feel 200x worse after you took it than before you took it. It's incredibly temporary happiness that leads to an awful ending.
Ket doesn't have that same degree of euphoria but it IS mind numbing and it doesn't make you feel like fuckin shite after.

 

[waterbottleman]

I've never tried shrooms but I really would like to try them.

I have no idea how you get shrooms though.

 

[Emily_Numb]

I've never tried shrooms but I really would like to try them.

I have no idea how you get shrooms though.

They grow in the wild! Just do some research into what you might look for and there will be places they grow around you. Unless of course you are in the Desert.

 

[Leech]

Mushroom foraging is definitely not something for the layman and takes a lot of education. It's very easy to make mistakes that could be fatal. Just visit darknet or use tinder / friends to find a dealer or smthn.

 

[ImsooDone1N]

I will not tell you what to do or not to do. I will just recommend proceeding with caution-Be safe & know your limits. Goodluck.

 

[Krieger]

Hello mate. If you choose to do this make sure to use a reagent testing kit to make sure the drug youre taking isn't laced with fentanyl or something else nasty. Also make sure to measure the dosages correctly, possibly get a very accurate scale if you can afford it. And if possible, have a sober friend around in case you have any problems. I have no friends irl anymore so I talk to people in discord VC while doing drugs in case I have any problems. Finally remember that many of these drugs can be extremely addictive and can have negative interactions with other drugs. For example, alcohol can react badly with benzodiazepenes and possibly cause death. Always make sure the drugs won't interact with something you're prescribed or bought OTC like antidepressants or cough medicine.

Stay safe :-)

 

[Niko66]

MDMA/Ecstasy is absolutely amazing while it lasts, tolerance builds up really fast, if you want to keep any magic absolutely do not it often, like minimum several months break or you'll simply not get anything out of it anymore. Also you will feel like garbage afterwards for a few days or more as your dopamine is spent. I would still tell anyone to try it before they go. It's absolute bliss and sounds like what you are looking for.

Other than that idk? Psychedelics definitely aren't light stuff and worth trying but you aren't guaranteed to feel good, I like Ketamine, opioids feel great too but they are pretty fucking bad for you, same with benzos, the tolerance and not so long term consequences are life ruining but they do relieve pain like nothing else. I have heard 2CB is quite great too, but can't get any other here. The next level up that's not simply uncontrolled addiction that will fuck up your life even more would be to look into drug combos, look it up.

 

[Daisy Chain]

DISCLAIMER: DO NOT TELL ME NOT TO DO THIS. I KNOW ITS A BAD IDEA BUT I SEE NO OTHER WAY OF FEELING SOMETHING OTHER THAN MISERY.

Exactly as it says in the title. I'm sick of being sober. The only drug I've ever taken, apart from prescription meds, is alcohol. I felt more happiness in that two hours of drunkenness than I did in the past YEAR of living sober.

Everywhere I look, I see people recommending weed, shrooms, and LSD for first time drug users. I wanna skip the baby shit and be so blitzed I don't know what's real anymore. I struggle with anxiety, and alcohol helps it a lot. However, I want to eliminate ALL possibility of conscious thought and drown myself in a sea of euphoria. What HARD drug can accomplish this?

I would recommend coke. Obviously there's a risk with it but in my experience it's a low risk and worth it for the high. You don't care about anything while on it.. BUT you do end up wanting to keep going back for another line all night.

 

[tiredplant777]

Alcohol is actually a depressant,so not really going to make you feel good for long. Also,it's one of the most physically harmful substances available and hard to quit if you do get a taste for it,being as it's not only socially (and legally) acceptable,but also socially encouraged.
Acid is most definitely not "baby shit". Just because they're not addictive,halluciogens can provide a really intense experience and totally change your life. I'd suggest you have a few diazepam or similar benzodiazepines handy. They act like an "OFF" switch for halluiogenics. So if you find it's not as enjoyable as you'd hoped,you have a back-up plan.
I spent 2 decades addicted to Heroin and using a ton of other drugs on top. Often,some weed with a high THC content can provide more of an escape than other "harder" drugs. The law categorises them by their therapeutic value,so those classifications don't tell you much.
Amphetamines can be good fun at first,keeping you trim,productive and sociable. However,for those using it on a daily basis,a life expectency of approximately five years is to be expected. It also affects the body's ability to absorb nurtients,so causing the destruction of bones and teeth.
Personally,I think cocaine (Both powder and crack) are a waste of time and money. Heroin is delicious if you have a good source and probably the ultimate escape from physical and emotional pain. But of everything I've tried,it's the only thing that left me with unbearable withdrawals.
Ketamine can be great fun. Bear in mind that as soon as you cook liquid Ketamine,to produce the powder most people are familiar with,it begins to lose potency. So,if you can source it in it's original liquid state,only cooking what you need,you get a much more powerful product and a stash that will constantly offer a good standard. Bear in mind that one of the most common drawbacks for those that regularly take Ketamine,is damage to the bladder (and incontinence).
I hope you have plenty of money,because it sure vanishes quickly. I guess it's a matter of what goes up,must come down. So you weigh up the pro's and con's yourself.
Forgetting any health implications,you are probably going to be scorned by any family or friends. Drug users are demonised (often with fair reason) and in most societies,it is stigmatised. "Friends", who are fellow users are only ever a scaore away from throwing you under the bus. But people don't do drugs because they like to torture themselves. The fact is,it's bloody good fun.

Thanks for this information, and thanks for bringing this up about weed being able to provide more of an escape than harder drugs. I haven't done 'hard' drugs beyond psychedelics, Benzes, and morphine after a surgery. When I got morphine it felt amazing, I felt safe, like I was wrapped in a warm blanket. But, I also noticed I like the high that weed gives more. Benzos I find are ok, but don't personally give me the relief that weed can. I feel so lucky weed helps me escape, I don't know what I would do without it, especially because other drugs have awful consequences most of the time.
Also for OP, psychedelics really are pretty fucking intense, if you want to go for it I would say go for those first. I've never done DMT but like, if you really want to go for it that's probably the one to try. I don't like giving advice though, do your own research and make up your own mind.