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meles_inoris
Student
- Mar 18, 2020
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I plan to ctb before the end of the year, not only because I want to die, but also because it will life a huge weight of my father. I have ruined his life, and I must pay him back by committing suicide.
I am looking for simple, solitary, cheap (less than $20 invested, as I have very little money) things I can distract myself with before the big day. I have done nothing but masturbate and scroll on my phone for over a month.
Most of the things on my bucket list are out of reach at the moment, and I will probably be unable to achieve them before I die. These things include trying various drugs and buying a motorcycle.
I am looking for simple, solitary, cheap (less than $20 invested, as I have very little money) things I can distract myself with before the big day. I have done nothing but masturbate and scroll on my phone for over a month.
Most of the things on my bucket list are out of reach at the moment, and I will probably be unable to achieve them before I die. These things include trying various drugs and buying a motorcycle.
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