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cacowads

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Mar 10, 2026
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Title. i can never get rid of the urges to sh nor stop it. i like seeing blood especially run down my body, there's something lethargic about it as well as the feeling I'm getting over the fear of doing the act. unfortunately I no longer can find ways to hide it properly especially with cutting. i was hoping if there are other nonsuicidal self injury or methods i could use to avoid suspicion as well as do massive blood flow without anything fatal.
 
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Depends on your country of course, but when I lived in the US you can easily access medical grade needles/syringes. I needed them for a prescription when I lived there and got a bunch for cheap on Amazon. If you do it properly you will bleed and it will heal over very quickly (at least for me). Also easy to just say it was a vaccine or something depending on where. You don't have to inject anything obviously, just the needle is usually enough.

Just don't be stupid and stick it in places that could genuinely kill you, or use the wrong size. do your research with needles 😊
 
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cacowads

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Depends on your country of course, but when I lived in the US you can easily access medical grade needles/syringes. I needed them for a prescription when I lived there and got a bunch for cheap on Amazon. If you do it properly you will bleed and it will heal over very quickly (at least for me). Also easy to just say it was a vaccine or something depending on where. You don't have to inject anything obviously, just the needle is usually enough.

Just don't be stupid and stick it in places that could genuinely kill you, or use the wrong size. do your research with needles 😊
oh dear, im unfortunately afraid of needles but not with razors (funnily enough) do you suck the blood out from the syringe?
 
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oh dear, im unfortunately afraid of needles but not with razors (funnily enough) do you suck the blood out from the syringe?
No, I don't suck anything out. Usually just the initial pricking can draw blood if the needle is long enough or you just happen to hit somewhere where blood can come out. For my medication, I usually had to inject in my thighs, and even if I didn't inject anything I would still bleed once the needle went in. I will say, I did get some marks eventually, but it took over a few years to even show up despite injecting my medication quite frequently.
 
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