Lonliness is killing me.

[StellaArtoix]

I'm really struggling tonight. Loneliness is the worst thing in the world. When you have no family and no friends. It's the middle of the night and I cant sleep. It's like thus every night. I spend most of my days now thinking about CTB. I make one trip to the chemist each day to pick up medication then im back home where I stay until the next day where I repeat the same thing. My life has no meaning. I have no meaning. The sooner I figure out how im going to CTB the better. I cant live like this. I'm not a self harmer but tonight I'm thinking about doing something to try to make myself feel better.

 

[lotus11]

I am so lonely also...I have a family but I don't really like being around them, some friends but most of the time I feel they are fake

 

[LonelyNick]

I'm so lonely too. My family is transphobic, my ex cheated on me, my friends are too busy with their own life. It sucks

 

[StellaArtoix]

I'm really struggling tonight. Loneliness is the worst thing in the world. When you have no family and no friends. It's the middle of the night and I cant sleep. It's like thus every night. I spend most of my days now thinking about CTB. I make one trip to the chemist each day to pick up medication then im back home where I stay until the next day where I repeat the same thing. My life has no meaning. I have no meaning. The sooner I figure out how im going to CTB the better. I cant live like this. I'm not a self harmer but tonight I'm thinking about doing something to try to make myself feel better.

I was just thinking. Am I the only person who can go weeks without talking to another human being? The only person I have contact with is my Dr who I see every four mnths. Other than that I have no contact with another person either. I hate life.

 

[MsMaudlin]

Loneliness is bloody awful, the only adult person I talk to is the postman.

Hugs if you want them
❤

 

[StellaArtoix]

I'm so lonely too. My family is transphobic, my ex cheated on me, my friends are too busy with their own life. It sucks

I'm sorry. Why do your family not want to have anything to do with you because your trans? That makes no sense to me. Being trans doesnt define everything that you are. Trans is just a part of you. Like every other part of you. Why is that so wrong? I dont understand people that discriminate , esp when its your own family.

Loneliness is bloody awful, the only adult person I talk to is the postman.

Hugs if you want them
❤

Thanks I'm feeling pretty shit tonight.

 

[LonelyNick]

I'm sorry. Why do your family not want to have anything to do with you because your trans? That makes no sense to me. Being trans doesnt define everything that you are. Trans is just a part of you. Like every other part of you. Why is that so wrong? I dont understand people that discriminate , esp when its your own family.

It's horrible. I heard my father say once he'd rather kill himself than have a trans kid.

 

[Good4Nothing]

I'm in the same boat.
Loneliness is killing me. I'm losing my damn mind.

 

[deadgirlahsatan]

Loneliness is terrible. I talk to my cat .

 

[Good4Nothing]

Loneliness is terrible. I talk to my cat .

You're lucky you have a cat. I have no one.
Just you peeps here on SS.

 

[deadgirlahsatan]

You're lucky you have a cat. I have no one.
Just you peeps here on SS.

I'm sorry.

 

[Bauhaus]

Loneliness is a real b*tch. At day, when it's sunny, I can more or less manage. But once it gets dark and the night approaches.... Then I need to put on all lights and play some music in the background, cos when there's complete silence it gets worse. Having severe insomnia doesn't help things, at least when you're sleeping you don't have to think about anything...
Unfortunately loneliness is severely undestimated in our society.

Maybe you could have regular visits with a psychologist to put things of your chest ?

 

[all_pointless]

I hate it I just can't bear it anymore

 

[Jumper Geo]

It's amazing how times have changed and for the worse, in the good old day's everyone new each other in tower blocks and rows of houses it was the days when you had a new arrival and they would be greeted and welcomed by other people neighbors etc when I was a child everyone new each other and would stop and talk and visit you in your home, how times have changed no one talks to each other now your frightened to meet a new neighbor as they might be a serial killer.

Loneliness is a killer can't you buy a few pets to keep you company I lived by the sea for a few years away from family and friends and that was a lonely time, I could have made friends by going to the local pub after work but I was frightened of becoming an alcoholic but if there is a local pub with internet connection you could become a regular go there for a few hours everyday around the same time don't drink to much Stella, lol I know the effects it has on me but have a few drinks and surf the net and eventually you will get to know the staff and maybe make more friends later as you will become a regular and they will start to expect to see you at that time after a few weeks, it's hard first of all you no one there but it will get easier and people will start to speak to you.

Hope that helps

Cheers

Geo

 

[Lady black]

Loneliness is horrible I really hate it and I'm afraid I will be lonely after death too.

 

[TAW122]

I had bouts of loneliness too. I don't really have many friends or much of friends in my life, just acquaintances that talk once in a blue moon. Also, given that I want to CTB and my views on serious topics being against the grain, I too, feel alone IRL as I cannot speak about those topics with anyone (risk of being incarcerated or scrutinized, persecuted for them).

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

I learnt to live with my loneliness. Being lonely is better than being dead for me.

 

[StellaArtoix]

Loneliness is horrible I really hate it and I'm afraid I will be lonely after death too.

I have an incredible fear of being alone when I CTB.

It's horrible. I heard my father say once he'd rather kill himself than have a trans kid.

Well your father is messed up and doesnt deserve the right and the honor to be your father. How beautifull you are to be trans and proud of it. No one has the right to say anything less to you. I dont even know you and I'm proud of you.

 

[SSlostallhope]

I'm always around people yet I feel so alone :(