Long time no see, OD Mentions

[annasplight]

Hey guys! It's been a while since anyone's last heard from me, and sadly yes, I am still alive. I have discovered some weird shit about myself though, and I realized that after going down a really big depressive spiral, I love the feeling of OD'ing and getting very close to death. I think there's something about it that makes me feel almost peaceful. I don't know how close to death I can get without actually dying, but that wouldn't be so bad, right?

sorry if this makes ZERO sense