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testinggames143
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- Mar 12, 2025
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I've lost all my friends whether online or IRL
No matter how much I've tried to rekindle old friendships; I've realized I don't hold any value or matter to anyone.
Whether I live or die tommorow wouldn't make an impact on anymore nor cause any sorrow.
My depression and anxiety stems from years of bullying, poor homelife, and criticism for things I never did.
My health has declined and even though I've only told a handful of people who I once was closest or thought would care. It was just met with "Damn that sucks, take care!"
I've been wanting to end my life for 17 years. But for those 17 years, I've tried to keep pushing along. I've tried to keep my chin up and tell myself things will get better, people will be kinder, people will appreciate you as you get older.
All I see now really is how ugly the world truly can be.
I want to go now. I have nothing holding me back or anything to persuade me otherwise.
I know DMC's site however I'm hesitant for several reasons due to money, tariffs, and reliability of actual receiving the package. I know others have received from him but he isn't an actual business or credible source.
I'm in the United States, so if anyone is able to assist me in guidance, I would greatly appreciate it
No matter how much I've tried to rekindle old friendships; I've realized I don't hold any value or matter to anyone.
Whether I live or die tommorow wouldn't make an impact on anymore nor cause any sorrow.
My depression and anxiety stems from years of bullying, poor homelife, and criticism for things I never did.
My health has declined and even though I've only told a handful of people who I once was closest or thought would care. It was just met with "Damn that sucks, take care!"
I've been wanting to end my life for 17 years. But for those 17 years, I've tried to keep pushing along. I've tried to keep my chin up and tell myself things will get better, people will be kinder, people will appreciate you as you get older.
All I see now really is how ugly the world truly can be.
I want to go now. I have nothing holding me back or anything to persuade me otherwise.
I know DMC's site however I'm hesitant for several reasons due to money, tariffs, and reliability of actual receiving the package. I know others have received from him but he isn't an actual business or credible source.
I'm in the United States, so if anyone is able to assist me in guidance, I would greatly appreciate it