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elizabethisworthless
Student
- May 27, 2020
- 125
I have hardly any friends now I just don't have anyone to talk to and I been using this different site that gives me support but now I've had news it's closing down and I don't have anywhere else that can help me with my mental health. Now I'm having another breakdown again my family are screaming at me no one talks to me anymore I'm just crying alone in my bedroom like always and I can't make friends because I'm not very sociable I just feel constantly depressed all the time and I'm not getting anywhere in my life I don't see the point anymore I'm just existing. All I do is wake up and cry everyday. And I'm so sick of everything I hate myself. I'm sick everyone telling me to stay positive I just want this to end. Really don't want be here anymore. Crying so much now even mental health places just tell me to go on antidepressants which make me worse or to go for a walk and stay positive all this so meaningless I'm all alone and I can't cope with anything around me at all really so close to ending it. If there's anyone that wants to talk to me please do I have no one talk to