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eleanorhere
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- Sep 6, 2021
- 64
It really annoys me all these lucky people saying how they can't cope without their partners while I literally haven't had anyone at all for years and have always been alone. Even my own parents know I'm struggling and instead of saying let's help you find places to get out and meet people I'm just left alone in my room to rot. It seems people who have got people already get more support then people who have no one at all. Have never had a supportive loving family, always been socially isolated while growing up. I'm now nearly 20 in a month and I literally know no where in my city I can go. I don't even have much of a life. It hurts. I've tried plenty of times online and have got no where, people just bail on me after awhile, or use me then leave when they get bored I feel really really upset. I have no one I can even meet in real life. So while all these people say how much they can't live without someone, I just sit there and think I've never truly had someone or proper friends, I've always always been alone and had to get through everyday alone. Thinking why don't I just ctb soon. Can't see the point in going on like this. Also lost my pet to cancer this month, everything is just too much. I feel so empty. No one understands anyway