serah
Student
- May 6, 2020
- 177
Is it normal to feel so fucking lonely for no actual reason? I hate it. I have friends and family members who care for me and we talk almost everyday. However some nights when I get really bad and extremely suicidal I just feel so fucking alone. Sometimes I'll hit a friend up and text them for a while and it'll ease the pain but fuck I go back to feeling so alone right after they say goodbye. The "people" in my head allow me to feel less alone sometimes but when I remind myself they're not real it just hurts even more.