Venting Loneliness

[Okokaykay]

It's such a crushing feeling- Sometimes it feels physical, too. Sometimes I think about how big the world is and how I can't seem to find my place in it at all, and then I only feel even more pathetic.
My head is hardly in the right place to make friends right now. I feel terrible for it. I'm lonely, and I feel undeserving to do anything about it.

I shake with anxiety when people do speak to me and selfishly crave being held in some kind of way. This feeling is horrible, but quietly consuming all at the same time. I feel like I'm suffocating.

 

[Aim]

I'm with you! And know exactly how your feeling, it's awful. But idk if it could help you in feeling less lonely. But hanging out with animals in farms or something really helped me. No talking, and also just to keep the mind focusing on something else that has some meaning. Maybe Anyhow (it's just a tip) Besides some animals are really cuddly

 

[Rack.-]

It's such a crushing feeling- Sometimes it feels physical, too. Sometimes I think about how big the world is and how I can't seem to find my place in it at all, and then I only feel even more pathetic.
My head is hardly in the right place to make friends right now. I feel terrible for it. I'm lonely, and I feel undeserving to do anything about it.

I shake with anxiety when people do speak to me and selfishly crave being held in some kind of way. This feeling is horrible, but quietly consuming all at the same time. I feel like I'm suffocating.

I feel you so much!!!!
Wish I could squeeze you with a big hug rn

 

[Okokaykay]

I feel you so much!!!!
Wish I could squeeze you with a big hug rn

I'm with you! And know exactly how your feeling, it's awful. But idk if it could help you in feeling less lonely. But hanging out with animals in farms or something really helped me. No talking, and also just to keep the mind focusing on something else that has some meaning. Maybe Anyhow (it's just a tip) Besides some animals are really cuddly

Haha yes animals are the best <3 I have two bunnies that help a lot

 

[user56765567]

It sucks that you've been feeling this way too. I have been feeling that crushing feeling as well and it can feel like a weight that is on your body bringing you down further like an anchor in the ocean. It seems like I will never be in the right place or the right time and that it will always be someone else's turn to have friends and enjoy that experience never me. It's an awful experience to go through and my heart goes out to you too.

 

[Okokaykay]

It sucks that you've been feeling this way too. I have been feeling that crushing feeling as well and it can feel like a weight that is on your body bringing you down further like an anchor in the ocean. It seems like I will never be in the right place or the right time and that it will always be someone else's turn to have friends and enjoy that experience never me. It's an awful experience to go through and my heart goes out to you too.

you put it into words so perfectly. im sorry you feel the same

 

[ForeverBroken]

I'm so sorry you feel this way. I am right there with you.

 

[vanilladust]

I can feel my anxiety in my chest and I shake like I have chills. It's a horrible feeling. I don't leave my house anymore, it scares me.

 

[tarumipemi]

bashar + meditation wake up

 

[𝗟𝗼𝗻𝗲𝗹𝘆]

I feel sorry for you, loneliness is very painful. Especially when you see people around you having social life yet you yourself can't fit in, makes you feel like you don't belong or that you don't deserve anyone in your life. But I can tell you one thing - pain of loneliness is sometimes much more bearable than pain caused by other people.