amelis
Member
- Dec 11, 2022
- 25
Since I started online school I have never been lonelier in my life. I didn't have friends in the first place, but at least I had some interactions with people. Started pushing my online friends away too. When I do meet people online I have to lie about my loneliness, as I've been made fun of it in the past. It all feels fake. I'm genuinely so pathetic, I cringe when I think about it.
I've become so used to this isolating feeling that whenever I'm around a lot of people I freak out. Everyone that knew me already thinks I'm crazy. The only emotions I have left are annoyance and pure loneliness.
My life has barely started, yet I'm nearing the end and I have accomplished nothing except ruin the lives of people around me.
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I've become so used to this isolating feeling that whenever I'm around a lot of people I freak out. Everyone that knew me already thinks I'm crazy. The only emotions I have left are annoyance and pure loneliness.
My life has barely started, yet I'm nearing the end and I have accomplished nothing except ruin the lives of people around me.
fun