Venting Loneliness is eating me alive

[LonelyPrince]

Hence my username, I feel lonely.
I'm sure everyone in here is to some extent

I have friends, but it doesn't feel nowhere near enough. I wish for closure and intimacy none of them could ever give me.
Hollow optimism can only do so much.

I'm starved for affection. Back then there was someone in my life that treated me as the most precious thing, like a beautiful flower...but then I rejected them, hurt them...and they left.
I've longed for someone like that to show up again in my life. I've longed for someone to see me and treat me as special once again.

I've been infatuated with multiple people, crushes here and there, but even then I always covered the role of the devoted knight ( or dog depending how one looks at it ) doing anything for them.
I've always been willing to sacrifice myself and anything else in the process of making them happy....and they would let me.
But when it came to that one friend...I was the one being given everything and anything to.

Because he loved me.

That was the only time in all these years I've actually felt loved by someone.
I don't think I'll experience it again.
I wish to be held and loved like that once again.

Yet all I can do is give. Sacrifice my own needs for the other person, knowing I won't be treated like that again.

I don't know if this wall of text made any sense. Please forgive my rambling...I'm just going through it I suppose.

 

[Rainork]

Unfortunately, I think loneliness comes with being human and the need for connection is hardwired into us.
I know talking to someone online can't fulfil the intimacy you currently wish for- but if you want to talk my pm's are open and I will be online consistently over the next week, you're welcome to come and introduce yourself!
If nothing else, I'm happy to listen to your 'ramblings' or whatever else may help you in some way!
Stay strong prince

 

[hurb]

Loneliness is cruel cause no matter how much u vibe with someone online if they arent there in real life it feels so depressing. As if u r experiencing the demo version.
I see many lonely people here just like me we dont have any conncetions whatsoever, and the worst thing is we cant help each other. Cause we all live in some random AI generated area far away from each other

 

[LonelyPrince]

Unfortunately, I think loneliness comes with being human and the need for connection is hardwired into us.
I know talking to someone online can't fulfil the intimacy you currently wish for- but if you want to talk my pm's are open and I will be online consistently over the next week, you're welcome to come and introduce yourself!
If nothing else, I'm happy to listen to your 'ramblings' or whatever else may help you in some way!
Stay strong prince

Thank you so much♡

Loneliness is cruel cause no matter how much u vibe with someone online if they arent there in real life it feels so depressing. As if u r experiencing the demo version.
I see many lonely people here just like me we dont have any conncetions whatsoever, and the worst thing is we cant help each other. Cause we all live in some random AI generated area far away from each other

Yeah that sucks...
It is exactly like that, experiencing the demo version lmaoo. Couldn't have said it better myself. Online connection can only do so much

 

[redsendtend]

Hence my username, I feel lonely.
I'm sure everyone in here is to some extent

I have friends, but it doesn't feel nowhere near enough. I wish for closure and intimacy none of them could ever give me.
Hollow optimism can only do so much.

I'm starved for affection. Back then there was someone in my life that treated me as the most precious thing, like a beautiful flower...but then I rejected them, hurt them...and they left.
I've longed for someone like that to show up again in my life. I've longed for someone to see me and treat me as special once again.

I've been infatuated with multiple people, crushes here and there, but even then I always covered the role of the devoted knight ( or dog depending how one looks at it ) doing anything for them.
I've always been willing to sacrifice myself and anything else in the process of making them happy....and they would let me.
But when it came to that one friend...I was the one being given everything and anything to.

Because he loved me.

That was the only time in all these years I've actually felt loved by someone.
I don't think I'll experience it again.
I wish to be held and loved like that once again.

Yet all I can do is give. Sacrifice my own needs for the other person, knowing I won't be treated like that again.

I don't know if this wall of text made any sense. Please forgive my rambling...I'm just going through it I suppose.

I've fallen out of the social vlass that i had friends and crushes in. Now im in a lower class and feel unwanted so

 

[Kanoh]

TIme will pass, you'll get used to loneliness. After some time it's not so bad. In a way it's very liberating.

 

[LonelyPrince]

TIme will pass, you'll get used to loneliness. After some time it's not so bad. In a way it's very liberating.

I've been lonely my whole life besides that one point. I don't know if I'll ever get used to it. Let's hope I do so no more suffering.

 

[Kanoh]

I've been lonely my whole life besides that one point. I don't know if I'll ever get used to it. Let's hope I do so no more suffering.

You will, we are an adaptive species. I am 38 years old with propably not one really meaningful connection to my name and I can't imagine having one anymore, it came to this point.