DenseWoodsCadaver
Member
- Jan 15, 2026
- 15
My now ex boyfriend left me because he's tired of my mental problems, I feel so alone, this is the only place I can rant without him seeing.
I never really had anyone, I dont have any friends to discuss with, my psychiatrist makes fun of me and puts me on meds, I need to be put on stronger medication, this is the lowest I have ever felt
Just as I thought we were doing better than usual I had to finish it off with my self harm tendencies, this has to be one of the worst things ever, this has to be a curse. Why me? what have I done? Who was I in my past life if there ever was any? My life was taken away from me as soon as you left, and I can't do anything about it, I'm so hopeless, my last bit of hope left. It's all so tiresome.
I'm planning on going under tons of self harm procedures, starvation, forcing myself awake, cutting, and when I muster up the courage, CTB. I've seen SN threads on here and I've done some research, I hope to get my hands on it, it seems effective.
I really, really don't know what it's like to live anymore, I don't feel anything, yet I'm in the deepest pits of dread, it all hurts so much, my heart palpitations are getting worse, my limbs are giving out, it hurts!
I never really had anyone, I dont have any friends to discuss with, my psychiatrist makes fun of me and puts me on meds, I need to be put on stronger medication, this is the lowest I have ever felt
Just as I thought we were doing better than usual I had to finish it off with my self harm tendencies, this has to be one of the worst things ever, this has to be a curse. Why me? what have I done? Who was I in my past life if there ever was any? My life was taken away from me as soon as you left, and I can't do anything about it, I'm so hopeless, my last bit of hope left. It's all so tiresome.
I'm planning on going under tons of self harm procedures, starvation, forcing myself awake, cutting, and when I muster up the courage, CTB. I've seen SN threads on here and I've done some research, I hope to get my hands on it, it seems effective.
I really, really don't know what it's like to live anymore, I don't feel anything, yet I'm in the deepest pits of dread, it all hurts so much, my heart palpitations are getting worse, my limbs are giving out, it hurts!
