Living past your planned ctb date

[Sadgirldaisy]

Has anyone lived past the day they planned to ctb? I had so many loose ends but I feel like I'm gonna regret it

 

[looseye]

I had a plan for January 2022, over a year ago at this point. Then some things came inbetween and it kinda didn't happen... Can't say I regret sticking around but I'm also not too glad about it. It's been pretty neutral since then

 

[stilhavinightmares]

Yes. January 10th was supposed to be it. Almost a month later, I don't feel better. I feel like I shouldn't still be here.

 

[Whole-Ad]

I planned to die in May/June of 2021. Had a failed overdose in May which resulted in me being sectioned into hospital. I stayed there for 1 year and 7 months and have recently been discharged in December 2022. I still wish I had died in May. Things do get better sometimes yeah but it always ends up the same back to square one. I wish I was dead.

 

[Disaster]

Wouldn't that be a hilarious reason to be kicked out from the Procrastinators Anonymous?

 

[Usako0504]

Has anyone lived past the day they planned to ctb? I had so many loose ends but I feel like I'm gonna regret it

I said I would ctb if I didn't get a job in my career I've been trying to get into for nearly 10 years in 2022. I did.... get in.... but I got fired only a few months in. So, I don't really know what to do now lol

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I haven't, yet, but that possibility certainly exists as my tentative time to CTB draws near. I'm just not sure I'm going to have the "must dos" done by then.

 

[5417807]

I was meant to go in may 2016. Tried many times since too, unfortunately I'm still kicking and living life with the mentality of "just getting on with it"

 

[almostoutofhere]

The plan was to go as soon as my SN arrived, now it's almost a month later and I'm still here. Some shit came up which caused me to postpone it. I relapsed on drugs again, making me even more depressed and wishing I wasn't here anymore…