Thequietone
Student
- Dec 4, 2021
- 121
I mean my parents paid for my birth, they paid during 22/23 years for me.
Now I'm independent but don't like to live. But the thing is I have no access to a good method that has a high killing chance. So if I would survive I'm fucked. 1. My parents would say I should move back to them 2. I would have no chance to try again 3. I would lose my job for sure 4. I lose my beautiful apartment because social care gives you very cheap homes. So I'm kinda forced to life. This is bullshit, total bullshit. I have to wait for a natural death or die in a brutal way or have an accident, for real? I wish we could just get supported death aid even when we have no illness. It is my fucking human right do die. Idk what I will do but man I hate life.
Now I'm independent but don't like to live. But the thing is I have no access to a good method that has a high killing chance. So if I would survive I'm fucked. 1. My parents would say I should move back to them 2. I would have no chance to try again 3. I would lose my job for sure 4. I lose my beautiful apartment because social care gives you very cheap homes. So I'm kinda forced to life. This is bullshit, total bullshit. I have to wait for a natural death or die in a brutal way or have an accident, for real? I wish we could just get supported death aid even when we have no illness. It is my fucking human right do die. Idk what I will do but man I hate life.