i live in north america, and i am trying to move to a country in europe. i cant do anything here because i am not ok with the stolen land thing and i can't find anybody i like here (mental health issues too) and i dont have any money to go anywhere else in the world. does anyone else here have a similar problem?
Well I love my country (Argentina) but we're dealing with a lot of shit. I don't have any friends left here so I'm planning to save lots of money (if my bipolar disorder allows it) and move to another country. Maybe one in Europe but if it's Japan, much better!
Europe was also stolen from the neanderthals. Sorry, but you are not guilty of stealing anyone's land. Imagine holding every German born after 1945 accountable for the atrocities of the Nazi regime.
Dr Iron Arc
Into the Unknown
- Feb 10, 2020
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Plus who do you think took all the land in the Americas? It was the Europeans.
Asia isn't much better thanks to Genghis Khan but at least Japan has technically never been conquered. Too bad that place has xenophobia galore. If you thought it was bad in America...
i dont know if this is racist, but i have european ancestry. by living in the country i am living in, i am living in the same system founded on stealing land. along with that, my grandparents had no reason to move to this country, they just did because they wanted to, because they could. it's not a simple issue.
i hope you find a place there. what sort of stuff are you dealing with (don't have to share if you don't want.)?
i feel like i belong there more. here i feel like i dont at all. actually, i probably wouldnt belong in europe anyway, and that's why i would prefer to die really, but that isnt accessible either
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Dr Iron Arc
Into the Unknown
- Feb 10, 2020
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Fair enough. I on the other hand feel like I'd still do best in the US even though both my parents are from Taiwan. I just think I'd be better off in a different state though. Some states almost seem like completely different countries compared to California's shitty culture.
i moved to quebec from ontario, covertly, through studying at an ottawa university, if i had the choice i would probably choose british columbia. whats up with california? as an outsider it seems pretty mixed, at least in blue and red terms.
Dr Iron Arc
Into the Unknown
- Feb 10, 2020
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Just imagine all the worst toxicity of social media but amplified and made real regardless of whether someone is red or blue, left or right.
i find that that stuff has made everybody where i am cold and not very friendly, at least i found that for me it has. where i live now is a government town so it's had a reputation (of being quiet) anyway..
i just passed a stranger on the street, and like ignored them. i shut people down a lot. and i guess covid helps justify it now. i moved here partly because i didnt speak french. was a tad extroverted, and now ive been here a while, still dont speak french because i dont necessarily have to, and i cant manage to even get past hello to people. this woman, she gave me the sidewalk, and all i did was rush to my apartment (we saw each other down the road and she gave me the sidewalk were i had merely just sped up to reach me apartment so we didnt intersect). so essentially we were both being nice. but here's the thing. in these moments where i feel stared at, it feels like its my responsibility always to say hi or something, to the point now where when somebody says hi i think im very closed off. of course, even the odd friendship that does develop, fades out
i need to tell my friend abroad that i love them. i dont want to scare them, put too much on them though. its been over a week and a half since they opened our conversation.
the whole world is too much for me
Throwawaysoul
Mage
- May 14, 2018
- 596
I would love to leave the US. If I was to sell everything, I would have money to survive a few years. In the long run, I'm uneducated and unskilled with profound learning disabilities, no country wants broken americunts like me. My only chance is find someone I can pay to marry for citizenship.
this is my sentiment exactly, except i am in the americunt "country" to the north. i mean, i stumbled across the finish line to a BA, but i became homeless last may and i have no way out of this stolen disaster system. have no money except for a plane ticket out, in a separate bank account. i think i have found someone, i think they love me too, but theyre so busy (and they havent talked to me in a couple of weeks, but havent blocked me wither) and its a really big deal to take a chance on a stranger, even if they know me a bit. like imagine putting your entire life on the line for someone like me. never asked them to take me but they know my situation, that i am in need, and we are becoming increasingly amorous.
what countries/areas are you thinking of?
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