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The Y’all-seeing Eye
Mar 17, 2026
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Does anyone else find themselves managing for longer because of things most of society would find trivial?

I caught myself recently, going "I cant CTB until the new season drops on Outlast Trials." "I cant CTB until the Digital Circus episode." "I cant CTB until [etc]."

It feels trivial, but it is working- Its gotten me back into the habit of taking my medicine, at least. Does it work all the time? No. But ive also been eating. So that helps a lot.
 
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TheTwelthRootOfTwo

Uccidimi, Addesso!
Mar 16, 2026
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Does anyone else find themselves managing for longer because of things most of society would find trivial?

I caught myself recently, going "I cant CTB until the new season drops on Outlast Trials." "I cant CTB until the Digital Circus episode." "I cant CTB until [etc]."

It feels trivial, but it is working- Its gotten me back into the habit of taking my medicine, at least. Does it work all the time? No. But ive also been eating. So that helps a lot.
Oh wow, I feel this way, too. I have felt ridiculous because I'm like, "Well, if something that trivial can keep me here, how for Pete's sake could I really be suicidal?". I'm just glad to know someone else gets this.
 
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Sep 9, 2025
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Sadly not lol

I would like too though, sounds a bit more bearable then eh *nothing*
 

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