Listening to music while killing yourself

[takeyourshotfunboy]

I've heard a lot about people attempting to CTB or actually completing it while listening to music. For instance, one kid hung himself while listening to "Adam's Song" by Blink-182 on repeat. Ian Curtis was found dead with "The Idiot" by Iggy Pop spinning silently on his turntable. Speaking of Ian Curtis, someone also attempted to CTB while listening to "Atmosphere" by Joy Division. I have made multiple attempts but never did so while listening to music. I'd love to CTB while listening to "I'm Going To Do It" by Giles Corey, but I'm afraid that music would be blamed for my suicide. I have, however, self harmed while listening to the following songs:



Our time has come
This is were time stops
This is where everything turns black
Where everything ends, and everything begins
I know I won't be missed.
I know, I know...
Don't pretend that you will
I'm tired of all these lies, I'm tired of my helpless cries, so don't try to stop me
From pulling this trigger



I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liars chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here



All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
Their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head, I want to drown my sorrow
No tomorrow, no tomorrow



A heart that's full up like a landfill
A job that slowly kills you
Bruises that won't heal
You look so tired, unhappy
Bring down the government
They don't, they don't speak for us
I'll take a quiet life
A handshake of carbon monoxide

 

[Darkhaven]

Sure, but i don't know why anyone would hear these type of songs while ctb.
They seem so sentimental.
If the objective is to indeed suceed in their attempt people should consider listening to more agressive and violent types of music.
Take Black Metal for example.
When i listen to it i feel so much energy and anger.
I can almost feel the hate and rage building up inside me.
It will only give me courage when the time comes.

 

[BipolarExpat]

If the objective is to indeed suceed in their attempt people should consider listening to more agressive and violent types of music.

All the locals hide their tears of regret
Open fire 'cause I love you to death
Sky high, with a heartache of stone
You'll never see me 'cause I'm always alone

How to love without a trace of dissent
I'll buy the torture, you pay for the rent
Tied high with a broken command
All alone to the promised land


_____________________
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Staring in the face of condemnation
Laughter fills the sky instead of rain
Live my life alone in resignation
Arms outstretched for those who cannot see
Scarecrow
Crucified and left in isolation
Pictures of our lost morality
Scarecrow
Eyeless stares invite this whole damnation
Rotting corpse of inhumanity
Scarecrow

 

[takeyourshotfunboy]

All the locals hide their tears of regret
Open fire 'cause I love you to death
Sky high, with a heartache of stone
You'll never see me 'cause I'm always alone

How to love without a trace of dissent
I'll buy the torture, you pay for the rent
Tied high with a broken command
All alone to the promised land


_____________________
.
.
.



Staring in the face of condemnation
Laughter fills the sky instead of rain
Live my life alone in resignation
Arms outstretched for those who cannot see
Scarecrow
Crucified and left in isolation
Pictures of our lost morality
Scarecrow
Eyeless stares invite this whole damnation
Rotting corpse of inhumanity
Scarecrow

Love Ministry

 

[Hotsackage]

Asleep by the smiths. Nough said

 

[takeyourshotfunboy]

Asleep by the smiths. Nough said

I cut listening to that song

Sure, but i don't know why anyone would hear these type of songs while ctb.
They seem so sentimental.
If the objective is to indeed suceed in their attempt people should consider listening to more agressive and violent types of music.
Take Black Metal for example.
When i listen to it i feel so much energy and anger.
I can almost feel the hate and rage building up inside me.
It will only give me courage when the time comes.

Happy Days is a black metal band...

 

[BipolarExpat]

Love Ministry

Ministry is....the beginning and end of Industrial.

I was in college when Psalm 69 came ripping through. How I'd missed land of rape and honey & mind is a terrible thing to taste, I'll never know but from then on and still...huge fan.

What a performance. I saw them at Soldier Field in Chicago / Lollapalooza 92'

ah, here's a taste


Must be a vhs handycam recorder(!)


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Uncle Al got so pissed he stopped the set: "motherfkin, shit! Stop throwing that shit! It gets in our instruments and...after ft wayne we were up all night digging dirt out of our guitars."
Everyone froze. Tension in the air. Band started back up and ever so slowly the sod war escalated again. The look of resignation on the bands' faces was memorable.

lineup;
Red Hot Chili Peppers, Ministry, Ice Cube, Soundgarden, The Jesus and Mary Chain, Pearl Jam, Alice in Chains, Lush.