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RockLadyPoppy

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Dec 29, 2020
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Hi everyone I'm new.
Sorry if this is gross. I'm new here and very much like this thred . I have a remarkably high tolerance to benzodiazepines or I'd use those. I have hundreds of 2mg xanax but regrettably let the moron addiction doctor talk me into suboxone . I'm dowwn to 2mg but I can't wait, I need to get off them now. I have nicotine for making your own ejuice and a "salt" which contains 1,080 mg/ml and I have all 30 ml except for the one time I tried it and it made me sick. Would vaping high strength nicotine (will make me vomit) or shoot all of it and a little more up my behind before hanging, kill me? Will this work?


Also have 2 25mcg fentanyl patches, but I think the suboxone will cancel them out. I also live in a manufactured home and nothing is strong enough to hold my weight. I have a motorhome, maybe that's? Thank you for any help and it's nice to meet you.
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Did I do something wrong? If so, I'm sorry, I'm autistic and I offend people when I really don't mean to. Does anyone have any thoughts of what I spoke of. I have a few 100 xanax to help me not feel. But my addi and tolerance to benzodiazepines is part of why I want this. I'm 46 years old and never not been abused. Thank you in advance for your help.
 
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Nicotine is a poison. I remember somebody talking about boiling down chew canisters to get the nicoitine and putting them in a dart gun as a poison to kill. He read about it in the anarchist cookbook.
 
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RockLadyPoppy

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Thank you! Do you know if it's an unpleasant or painful time? How long does it take?
 
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Jun 7, 2019
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Unfortunately it's basically impossible to kill yourself with Xanax and 2 Fentanyl patched won't do anything (I tried using 12 of them and that didn't do anything).

I have no clue about the nicotine for vaping and if that can be used in some manor. Pure nicotine is highly toxic and I think only requires a couple mg to be deadly (if I remember correctly).

Wish I could be of more help
 
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RockLadyPoppy

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Thank you so much. May I ask, how did you use the fentanyl patches? Chew and swallow, on skin, something else? Thanks again.
 
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Unfortunately I just put them on my skin. Had I chewed and eaten them I probably would have succeeded.
 

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