StarryStarry
Cat Lady
- Oct 25, 2021
- 750
Well, it's been a while since I've posted. I'm still here (not by choice). I've been angry and hateful the last month or so and I didn't want to post anything negative to affect anyone else. I want to thank those of you who have cared enough to private message me and ask if Sweet and I are okay. That means the world to me. I also want to thank the people who run this site. This is the only place I feel I belong. I don't belong in the world I live in.
I made my journey and I am here to "start my new life." What a joke. I just wish one day would go by without something negative or hurtful happening. But I guess as long as I'm here it will continue. I moved into an apartment complex for older folks. I was so excited thinking that I would make some friends and start going outside the house. WRONG!!! The old man across the hall has already chastised me for (1) not closing my apartment door properly; (2) not closing my cupboard doors in my kitchen properly; (3) not cleaning the sash outside the door; and (4) walking up the stairs to the apartment with too much noise. The stupid idiot woman downstairs came running out of her apartment the other day and told me I couldn't put my cat litter down the toilet. WTF!!!! I asked her why she was telling me this shit and she just looked at me like I was crazy. I told her that was bullshit and walked away. So I now live in a fucking looney bin for old people. I now do not speak to anyone whether they speak to me or not. The office manager is a total BITCH and I've seen her verbally abuse the old people here. I'm hoping she does that shit with me. god help her!!! Sweet Pea is fine. She has a new tree and is enjoying looking out the window. It took her a long time to settle in. I hate my job ... I guess that's not a surprise, but I am stuck now. At least I have a paycheck, but am in debt up to my eyeballs. I'm so glad to be back. I feel I've come home to see my family. I've missed you all. Thanks for putting up with me!
I made my journey and I am here to "start my new life." What a joke. I just wish one day would go by without something negative or hurtful happening. But I guess as long as I'm here it will continue. I moved into an apartment complex for older folks. I was so excited thinking that I would make some friends and start going outside the house. WRONG!!! The old man across the hall has already chastised me for (1) not closing my apartment door properly; (2) not closing my cupboard doors in my kitchen properly; (3) not cleaning the sash outside the door; and (4) walking up the stairs to the apartment with too much noise. The stupid idiot woman downstairs came running out of her apartment the other day and told me I couldn't put my cat litter down the toilet. WTF!!!! I asked her why she was telling me this shit and she just looked at me like I was crazy. I told her that was bullshit and walked away. So I now live in a fucking looney bin for old people. I now do not speak to anyone whether they speak to me or not. The office manager is a total BITCH and I've seen her verbally abuse the old people here. I'm hoping she does that shit with me. god help her!!! Sweet Pea is fine. She has a new tree and is enjoying looking out the window. It took her a long time to settle in. I hate my job ... I guess that's not a surprise, but I am stuck now. At least I have a paycheck, but am in debt up to my eyeballs. I'm so glad to be back. I feel I've come home to see my family. I've missed you all. Thanks for putting up with me!
So many have left this site in so little time, you just never know. Happy to read your cat is doing good. It's ok to come here and complain. Where else can we do it without judgement?
